Meiko Flow - Pessimistic (feat. XLuna)

Lately, I be feeling pessimistic
My whole life feels really twisted
I'm addicted to the people that I'm missing
Cant control these thoughts why cant they finish
Bitch I hate this shit its like a sickness
Lately, I been pessimistic
Lately I be feeling pessimistic
My whole life feels really twisted
I'm addicted to the people that I'm missing
Cant control these thoughts why can't they finish
Bitch I hate this shit it's like a sickness
Lately, ive been pessimistic
Lately, ive been pessimistic
Lately ive been pessimistic
I'm looking for something I feel I've been missing
She say that it's real I say show me the proof
All my emotions always seem so distant
I'm tired of love baby girl it's the truth
I'm in a coupe but I'm riding solo Destined to win
I'm going to get it in
She sent me a pic and I like the photo
She text me I miss you babe where you been
I done got up every time I fell
All my brothers wish them well
Isolation me and myself in a cell
I remember when I was surrounded by people and still I felt lonely as hell
Say you're there for me I cannot tell
But I can't control that shit so oh well
Pour up some liquor roll up some green
Still trying to find why I'm here on this earth
Thinking bout how all these people so green
Still trying to find out who sees what im worth
I'm not always right sometimes I guess sometimes I take a chance that leaves a mess
Sometimes i think that I have all the answers but turns out I don't in the end I confess
But that don't mean shit to me I'm the best
To me I'm the greatest that done this shit yet
To me, all these haters don't want to see me succeed they don't see the s on my chest
This shit is bigger than me I can tell, yea
Still I'm gon give em hell, yeah
Y'all fake as fuck I can tell
Never my soul im gonna sell
So fuck all the bullshit just leave me alone
Believe that I'm gone
Even when I'm wrong
Man to each his own
Man to each his own
So fuck all the bullshit just leave me alone
Believe that I'm gone
Even when I'm wrong
Man to each his own
Man to each his own
You don't know what that shit does to me
And all i ever wanted was your love to me
But now i feel like i'm in custody
I wanted to talk but you just run from me
Wanna date so i had to depend
And now i'm in the deep end
We in war now so now i gotta defend
Used to play now i gotta pretend
Shit keeps happening like a replay
But don't worry cause i'ma be safe
Everyday everyday ima grind
Everyday i got money on my mind
Under ground lucky if you find
Need someone to call my line
But i don't really care if you not by my side
I don't really care if you ride or die
Fuck it my dream i'm pursing
You know how i roll know how i do it
You know this song i'm abusing
That's how i do it in the music
There was them hard times that their was some bars that i didn't wanna lay
And if you don't vibe with the music that's fine but we still really gon be okay
Swear i hate this scenario
This life is pretty scary yo
Swear i feel like stressing what's the truth you guessing i swear i'm not even married yo
Life twist goes around like a marry go
There was them hard times i was very broke
I learned my cursed lesson in this session hitting racks like i'm fucking mary joe
Now I'm feeling optimistic
Now life feels so truly gifted
And i felt so sick but i ain't sickened
And my mind was twisted but now i'm lifting
Now i'm switching my mind with in
My times hidden when i write shifted
My minds vivid
Oh yeah i'll admit it i was feeling wicked
Had a time ticket
Now i listen
My rhymes glisten
I shine with it
The lies visit
I'm fine with it
Had an eye vision
Had a dying wish and
Now tell me how you feeling
I say close my mind open my eyes now I realize shit is falling in line
I say close my mind open my eyes now I realize shit is falling in line
I say close my mind open my eyes now I realize shit is falling in line
Look at my life the life that I make
What do I make of how much I can take
Decisions I made, missions occurred
Missions I played, visions were blurred
Predicate felon I fucked up the verb
Look observe you watch them you learn
Ever since I was a jit I've been trying to make sense of this life I know life is a gift
It could be hard it could be cold
My life it unfolds my story is told
Skurt! Woah get off my road
Snapping on tracks double back and reload
Snapping on tracks double back and reload
I bet I come back for the glory and gold

Written by:
john gaspar, Manuel osorio

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