Lil Recta - Suicidal (Pain And Guilt)

Thoughts going crazy I can't sleep at night
My mind going up and down like
I don't know what's going on with me
Depression bringing me places I shouldn't be
My mind going places about
You are my future I can't live without you
But what am I supposed to do, live my life just waiting for you
Made so many changes for you to feel right
But never once were my feelings insight
You went and broke up with me, left me alone and blocked me
Mental capacity, I can't take this shit no more
Back with my friends but it feels like they don't like me no more.
Suicidal, suicidal, drink this bottle, feel it all go, suicidal, suicidal, drink this bottle, feel it All go
Can't stop thinking about you, get memories of when you were in my bed right
Felt like it was last night, this may be my last night
Don't know what to say no more, don't know what to do no more
This pain inside me feels like a permanent black hole
Everything that you said, I cannot get out of my head
Every time I think of you, I think of what we could've been
The person I was from the start, in the bin
That 1 year we spent together was for nothing
I don't know what to say, I just regret it
Suicidal, suicidal, drink this bottle, feel it all go, suicidal, suicidal, drink this bottle, feel it All go
Thoughts going crazy I can't sleep at night
My mind going up and down like
I don't know what's going on with me
Depression bringing me places I shouldn't be
My mind going places about
You are my future I can't live without you
But what am I supposed to do, live my life just waiting for you
Made so many changes for you to feel right
But never once were my feelings insight
You went and broke up with me, left me alone and blocked me
Mental capacity, I can't take this shit no more
Back with my friends but it feels like they don't like me no more
Suicidal, suicidal, drink this bottle, feel it all go, suicidal, suicidal, drink this bottle, feel it All go
Can't stop thinking about you, get memories of when you were in my bed right
Felt like it was last night, this may be my last night
Don't know what to say no more, don't know what to do no more
This pain inside me feels like a permanent black hole
Everything that you said, I cannot get out of my head
Every time I think of you, I think of what we could've been
The person I was from the start, in the bin
That 1 year we spent together was for nothing
I don't know what to say, I just regret it
Suicidal, suicidal, drink this bottle, feel it all go, suicidal, suicidal, drink this bottle, feel it All go

Written by:
Ryan Nicholson

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find