Tay Jade - so you don't love me anymore?

I saw your face and replayed the moment we fell apart
I looked you in the eye
And I knew the person I saw was different to who you were at the start
At the times where you were still tryna win me over
When I was hurting and had no control over
Yet I still risked it all for you

And at school you laughed at the stupid joke that I made
But I can hear the truth in your voice anyway
Cos even thirteen year old me could see right through when she met you
But even though I can see what you're thinking
I'll never understand your reasoning
Cos I would pay to have someone love me
The way I love you

Cos now I hate the word love
Cos that was your biggest lie
And I hate how I couldn't hate you no matter how hard I try
Cos I still have so much love
And I hate thinking of the way you used to look at me
Cos it makes me remember how you used to be
Cos I still don't get how you could just unlove

I re read our convos from ninth grade
Where we're secretly texting under our desks
I started laughing cos all we used to care about was what day we would hang out next
But now I'm crying cos we were so happy
We used to care as if the world was ending
I didn't care who I lost as long as you were who I had left

And I know you hate this situation
But I'd put myself through it another hundred
Cos I'd let you kill me if it meant I didn't have to walk away from you
But only I would ever fight for it like this
Cos you don't care enough to try it
I'd let you lie that you love me just to hear those words again from you

Cos now I hate the word love
Cos that was your biggest lie
And I hate how I couldn't hate you no matter how hard I try
Cos I still can't just unlove
And I hate thinking of the way you used to look at me
Cos it makes me remember how you used to be
Cos I'll never get how you could just unlove
Unlove

I miss the way you used to love
Cos it was the only thing that I was ever sure of
Now you see me and look away
Why am I never enough for anyone to stay
How can you just be done?

Cos now I love the word hate
Cos it's now my biggest lie
And I miss the old you who would hate this goodbye
Cos I still can't just unlove
And I loved the way that you used to look at me
But now I'm crying and you walk past
Like I meant nothing
Cos you seem to forget how much you used to care and love
So do you not love me anymore?

Written by:
Taylor Barrientos

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