9of0ne - 7:34

7:34 times to start another poor day
Filled with bunch of hopes and pretend like things are okay
He cannot walk around with a frowned face you know it
He has his two angels to encourage he can't show it
Had a job interview a day before and couldn't blow it
But right after it was over ever since they never called him
Still remembering that very day when he was smoking
Lost his job and depression took it over thunder woke him
Up from his memory lane he was prepared
To plunge into his thoughts but he didn't wanna suffer there
Bills to pay, kids to feed adopted from the foster care
Back when had a wife now she's gone like she wasn't there
So much to deal with, only kids that got him warm
So he got up from the chair and walked into the thunderstorm
With a leather jacket on, teeth chatter got him stalled
But compared to what he lived and heart state he wasn't cold
Always keep your chin up (Huh)
That's what his father told
So he had to hustle everyday to get his money rolls
Maybe pay some debts off cause the time was running so
He had to get that grand and to keep his children tummies full

He had to get that grand
He had to keep his children tummies full
Nah man he had to get that grand
He had to keep his children tummies full
Oh nah he had to get that grand
He had to keep his children tummies full
Cause they were starving to death

So he walked to this little store where his former buddy worked
To only find a latter saying that he left the country for (Fuck)
Many obvious and apparent reasons that's why
A lot of people at the time were moving out the NY
But after he got done reading he completely lost it
Cause he wouldn't ask for money
Only a friend to share his thoughts with
Frozen like his tears
Emotions that he feels
Are composing of severe reality he always feared

Frozen like his tears
Emotions that he feels
Are composing of severe reality he always feared

He had a little stumble on his way back home
At least he thought that it was little almost cracked his skull
He fell in cold puddle by the rain that falls
Lost his consciousness until the wet has soaked
And yet again he woke up
Angry he was fed, upset and devastated
Like he wished that he was dead
He looked at all the blood that was covering the land
But he also saw himself beside and couldn't understand
I mean it was him right there
Laying on the ground but
How it's impossible that's what he thought out loud
Confused and bewildered as he froze there with a stare
Then it got to him that we was floating in the air
Staring at his own dead body and it scared him
Knowing that his children were alone but did he care?
Cause he always had these suicidal thoughts that
Never shared with a friend or anyone at all
So no one was aware
But anyway he started floating around and saw the light
It was gradually approaching him and it was really bright
He thought that it was over didn't bother to prevail
And even though the light was bright
He knew that it would lead to hell
So he stayed where he was
Waiting for his punishment
Cause now he's nothing but a soul that died without accomplishments
Iffy, feeling hopeless so he closed his eyes
And as that light enveloped him he felt like he could fly
Grew a pair of wings, getting ready for the ride
Like a ceremony God was waving in the sky
Knew his final destination he was telling his new brethren
Cause he had a place to be before he's welcome to the heaven
He flew to his house as he felt like he's reborn
Angels never cry but he certainly was sore
Watching kids act terrified, shaking as he saw
His creditors with fury, banging at the door.

See it's not about turning into an angel
It's all about understanding that your actions can cause
Some people consequences

Written by:
Henry Shekoyan

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