LHW Barracuda - Growth 2

I done broke the bottle on the ground
Felt myself growing up, blooming up, yeah I stopped pouring up
The temptations were there but I stopped drinking up
Stopped drowning, stopped frowning in my own emotions
Lyrically, yeah I got better, together
With the beats that I be rhyming on, it's all heaven
My girl be smiling at me, I'm blessed I'm with her
But I need to tell y'all some shit, to make things clearer
First off, I may have progressed, but I still had to grow
Didn't do much at first so I was evolving slow
But I tried to do to my best to impress the people
Who didn't deserve shit, my good soul was lethal
I had just recovered from months of fighting
I thought I had to change, and do nice things
Like give compliments and hugs to those who don't deserve it
That's an abomination, man I really regret it
Welcome to the second part of my growth trip
Life is pleasant with some bumpy parts, that's it
Determined to never stop being legit
Make sure you're attentive to all my rhymes, check it
Welcome to the second part of my growth trip
Life is pleasant with some bumpy parts, that's it
Determined to never stop being legit
Make sure you're attentive to all my rhymes, check it
The desire to do good, makes one naive
My heart was so empty, it couldn't even grieve
'Cause all my emotions I had given away
And all life's problems had set my mind ablaze
I had burned out, all that I had gained
Looking at challenges had caused me dismay
Man I tried to delve deeper into the J's
But they didn't help for shit, in fact, they made me more awake
Meditating, to gain some patience
Depressive states put me on God's waitlist
Talking to me 'bout faith? Bitch I was faithless
I was feeling empty, I was feeling weightless
It was apparent I needed a change in behaviour
Thank god for the real ones they were saviours
Always by my side, when I needed it most
Never asked no questions, regardless of the cost
Even when I felt lost, them people helped me regain
A sense of direction, regardless of the pain
Stopped spreading positivity, became more heartless
Isn't it ironic I ended up where I started?
Without caring for people I saw where my heart is
Sorted out my mind too, in the process
All I had to do was take care of myself for a change
But I was no good at that, I had to arrange
My methods and mindset, so they contained
Plans for me to no longer blame
Myself for every mistake I decided to make
Out of stupidity, so I had to stay awake
And attentive as hell, or else my demons would take
Away my heart so all my work would go to waste
So therefore finally I could appreciate
My own soul after an excruciating wait
Welcome to the second part of my growth trip
Life is pleasant with some bumpy parts, that's it
Determined to never stop being legit
Make sure you're attentive to all my rhymes, check it
Welcome to the second part of my growth trip
Life is pleasant with some bumpy parts, that's it
Determined to never stop being legit
Make sure you're attentive to all my rhymes, check it

Written by:
Paul Birzu

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