Lil JJ Reynolds - Nervous Breakdown

A total wreck building nervousness 'before it ejects
Outside my body for the people to judge me with no respect
Stress fading through my skin, spreading ill infections
People judge me cause I feel unwanted next to real rejection
Nobody loves me cause I'm broken into sympathy pieces
That doesn't attract people's feelings towards my weakness
I wanted company to keep me occupied but my body
Told me to drop 'em while it wants to sit up close and watch me do it
I stayed awake, which made me and my brain lose it
I couldn't think straight enough to focus on my music
I was an loose cannon waiting to be tested to shoot
When swings were pointed on the angry side for stress to pursuit
Too many nerves bubbling inside me
Having babies turning into nervous butterflies that stayed beside me
Until I couldn't take the pressure from a shake round
Making me collapse on the ground from an nervous breakdown
Feel a nervous breakdown
How much can I take now
If pressure wants to surround me?
My life feels like a waste now
Death is what I taste now
My body's bout to break down
Down, oh, down, oh
Cause I feel a nervous, nervous breakdown
Feel a nervous, nervous breakdown
Feel a nervous, nervous, nervous breakdown
I feel a nervous, nervous breakdown
A total bother to strangers that crossed paths with me
No matter the direction I went, they would laugh at me
Slapping me around, until I was just vulnerable to strike back
To then building nervousness that made me snap
Surrounded by too many voices of said sounds
They said I was an lunatic clown that kept his head down
Edging through life with a brain that wants to be dead, deep down
Under the dirt for satan to watch my head bleed out
Nervous in my shell, If I take a peek out to see the stares
Forcing me to go back inside and never re-appear
Disappearing from my shadow appearance to turn my clone into
My real reflection while I fade to unknown
Too much anxiety, my body wants my head to get blown
Like satan put me on his throne to feel betrayed alone
Until I couldn't take the pressure from the shake round
Making me collapse on the ground from an nervous breakdown, ahh
Feel a nervous breakdown
How much can I take now
If pressure wants to surround me?
My life feels like a waste now
Death is what I taste now
My body's bout to break down
Down, oh, down, oh
Cause I feel a nervous, nervous breakdown
Feel a nervous, nervous breakdown
Feel a nervous, nervous, nervous breakdown
I feel a nervous, nervous breakdown

Written by:
Jordan Reynolds

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