Sophia Dove - Can't Just Be Ok

I've been cutting out everything
Hoping my suffering would end
No more coffee or partying
Taking up jogging again
Monitoring my screen time and I hate to report
That I haven't been cured
I've been paying attention to
Everything on the news for once
Thought that if I knew everything
I'd control anything, but that was dumb
Started burning all my time til I thought it was done
But it's only round one
They're telling me that
It's gonna hurt, it's gonna take effort
It's gonna get worse before it gets better
But I just don't wanna wait
To be not in pain
All this time braving the weather
It feels like it's been raining forever
And I try and try, I can't get dry
I don't know why I can't just be ok
I can't just be ok
I've been watching the same old show
20 times in a row for fun
Rice-A-Roni and sweatpants
Cancelling my plans with everyone
Keep on looking for bright sides and I'm coming up short
Always stuck in the storm
They're telling me that
It's gonna hurt, it's gonna take effort
It's gonna get worse before it gets better
But I just don't wanna wait
To be not in pain
All this time braving the weather
It feels like it's been raining forever
And I try and try, I can't get dry
I don't know why I can't just be ok
I can't just be ok
Try to keep my head up high
But I can barely see the sky
Was it ever easy?
Am I romanticizing
How the sun felt on my skin
All the fresh air I breathed in?
If I said that this will end
Would I be fantasizing?
They're telling me that
It's gonna hurt, it's gonna take effort
It's gonna get worse before it gets better
But I just don't wanna wait
To be not in pain (I just can't wait)
All this time braving the weather
It feels like it's been raining forever
And I try and try, I can't get dry (I try, I try)
I don't know why I can't just be ok
I can't just be ok (I try and try, I can't get dry, I don't know why)
I can't just be ok (I try and try, I can't get dry, I don't know why)
I can't just be ok

Written by:
Sophia Jozwiak

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