JBreezyFromDaBeezy - Accept Defeat

It's a part of me dat ion want nobody to see
I keep revisiting the days before I hopped on beats
Fighting myself and I'll be damned if I accept defeat
I keep seeing that fire wondering why it wasn't me
Like damn if aunty wouldn't got would I still be sleep
Or would I wake up and would I at least have energy
I ain't ah killer but bitch it's one that's inside of me
I got a broken soul my heart been taken piece by piece
It's a part of me dat ion want nobody to see
I keep revisiting the days before I hopped on beats
Fighting myself and I'll be damned if I accept defeat
I keep seeing that fire wondering why it wasn't me
Like damn if aunty wouldn't got would I still be sleep
Or would I wake up and would I at least have energy
I ain't ah killer but bitch it's one that's inside of me
I got a broken soul my heart been taken piece by piece
I done been through shit that I kept behind closed doors
Everything I wanted ima get it ima go for it
You ain't never felt pain til you lost one of yo home boiis
Shit cut me so deep now I got ice that cover up my heart
Been to war think I'm lyin jus look at my battle scars
Member telling mama that im gonna be a superstar
Took that route where i can't trust no nigga and love don't get you far
Lil bro keep calling me telling me how much a Hellcat cost
Lil sister FaceTime me and tell me how much she love me
"You gotta big head and Brother Brown you really ugly"
I will murder anybody try take them from me
No literally look at the judge "ya honor I am guilty
He tried to kill them so I had to take him from his family"
I'm my sister's protector and I'm my brother's keeper
Before I let them touch a hair on his head take his soul
Grim Reaper so just let that be a lesson lik JBreezy was the teacher
It's a part of me dat ion want nobody to see
I keep revisiting the days before i hopped on beats
Fighting myself and I'll be damned if I accept defeat
I keep seeing that fire wondering why it wasn't me
Like damn if aunty wouldn't got would I still be sleep
Or would I wake up and would I at least have energy
I ain't ah killer but bitch it's one that's inside of me
I got a broken soul my heart been taken piece by piece
It's a part of me dat I don't want nobody to see
I keep revisiting the days before I hopped on beats
Fighting myself and I'll be damned if I accept defeat
I keep seeing that fire wondering why it wasn't me
Like damn if aunty wouldn't got would I still be sleep
Or would I wake up and would I at least have energy
I ain't a killer but bitch it's one that's inside of me
I got a broken soul my heart been taken piece by piece
This right here is what I do so fuck ah plan B
It help me deal with my depression and anxiety
Fuck ah therapist cuz bih this is my therapy
I be havin visions so nobody is ahead of me
I done envisioned thus
Kill them don't leave no witnesses
Give ah fuck who the critics is
Know they wanna get rid of me
Make sure shit is legitimate
Screaming fuck all my enemies
Won't let nobody get to me
Wanna spread positivity
Buh these demons jump into me
Give me negative energy
When I spit dat real shit that's when you bitches start envying
When I spit dat drill shit dats when you niggas start dissin me
Watching all my surroundings because nobody is killing me
Came from out of the mud
Got it straight out the dirt
I just switched up my scenery had to put in the work
I ain't a killer touch my family you'll get out on a shirt
Let them play dumb if they wanna and ship them off in a hearse
It's a part of me dat ion want nobody to see
I keep revisiting the days before I hopped on beats
Fighting myself and I'll be damned if I accept defeat
I keep seeing that fire wondering why it wasn't me
Like damn if aunty wouldn't got would I still be sleep
Or would I wake up and would I at least have energy
I ain't a killer but bitch it's one that's inside of me
I got a broken soul my heart been taken piece by piece
It's a part of me dat i don't want nobody to see
I keep revisiting the days before I hopped on beats
Fighting myself and I'll be damned if I accept defeat
I keep seeing that fire wondering why it wasn't me
Like damn if aunty wouldn't got would I still be sleep
Or would I wake up and would I at least have energy
I ain't a killer but bitch it's one that's inside of me
I got a broken soul my heart been taken piece by piece

Written by:
Janari Brown

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