R3nder - I Died Last Night (Throwaway)

Yeah
I died last night
Suicide crossed my mind
Got drunk now I wanna rewind
I was so blind
Couldn't see the love fading
Like it was gonna last
Now my heads stuck in the past
So I got the gun and blasted
My Brains over that wall
It's been months since I got a call
Asking If I'm okay
But in reality I don't know what to say
Rent is getting so hard to pay
I think it's time to lay in that coffin
Because the sky is so gray
But I hit that stage and you know we slay
Because "Decay II" flopped
So I went back to the pen
Don't want a album to flop again
Leaves me asking what do the haters gain
From hating someone's hard work
They just lurk waiting for a time to strike
I don't feel the bliss
I just see the abyss
Not gonna lie Demi I miss you
Now these rappers diss me
I keep going for this music
I don't know if I will make it 21 though
I just want the sky to glow again
But I'm so trapped in a flow
Shout out to Ashley you're my bro
Just know I'm feeling kinda low

Written by:
Lucas Parton

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