Fraktured Reflektion - ROT

I collapse
Silently screaming for help
That my panic attacks have become
Laced in mundanity
Disgusted to find
That people consider
Perpetual crisis the norm
I descend
My hands are shaking uncontrollably
Tearing and slicing my flesh
Just to catch the attention
Of those who ignore
Every other attempt
Yet view this with contempt
It scares me
I don't want to die
Alone
To die
At all
As I break down from my wasted potential I
Overdose to escape the decay
Slowly killing myself with poison
Until my insides feel the same
Dedication to nothing
But my own destruction
Screaming until I have no voice
Soon if I decide I want to live in the future
I'll no longer have that choice
It's crushed me
I don't want to live
In this world
To live
Any more
I am sick
Of asking for help
And being offered drugs instead of solutions
And I'm sick of everyone I know taking Antidepressants
Because all of their friends are depressed
I am tired of waiting to die in a world
That doesn't care if I live
While being told to be guilty and grateful
For everything I have
Fuck
Let it rot
Let it rot
Decrepit kin of regressions lens
Bound by location
Bound by conception
Bound by a legacy of inevitable Genocide
From a world in flames

Written by:
Xarya Kaje

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