Nick Kopel - Grind Never Stops

All I do is rap
I finish a track then take a nap
Try to play some video games
But my brain is focused on the rhymes
So after a couple times of me thinking of doing a song
I finish my round and turn it off
Hop on FL Studio and let off
Record my audio in audacity
Not really paying attention to my sanity
My vision going blurry
But I won't worry
I put my glasses on
I'm not done with this fucking song
Yah it might be wrong
But I'm not out the mud yet
I have a bag to get
I'm all set with not making it til after my last breathe
If I don't then why did I wait for death
Instead the universe is in my debt
For staying here
And clearing the energy
The only thing I care about is the jeopardy
Of every memory being lost
Like us living through it has its cost
I want to be my own boss
I don't want this rap shit to be a toss

I didn't do it for nothing
The universe had me trusting
Wishing I died every day it was disgusting
But if I knew what I was becoming
I wouldn't be discussing the come up
I would have already come up
But back then I was just happy to get some grub
When I got older I was just happy to get a pay stub
But now I'm hungry for more
I got four doors to choose
One to win and three to lose
I look for the clues and realize all but one had some screws
Where they didn't belong
Like whoever put it up did something wrong
So I pushed open the other door
It was kinda heavy
But when I opened it
I was brought back to a memory in our Chevy
Life felt empty
I wasn't even gonna see twenty
I was listening to Eminem
While having a genuine interest
In how he rhymed
I analyzed line after line
Hearing new shit every play through
Wondering if what he said was true
Like hey maybe I can do that
Nah forget it
Now I regret it
But fuck it we all start somewhere
Back then I just had to get through the nightmare
Now I have time to spare
Make up for all the years I believed I could never share

Written by:
Nickahlis Kopel

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