C.h.a.m.p - PTSD

I can't help it but I think about the worse
I was on the right track but then my life took a turn
My mama say I'm blessed but lately I'm feeling cursed
Lit a match to my field of dreams and watched that motherfucker burn
Bearing the weight of world I done dropped to my knees
Seem like don't nobody care if I was 6 feet deep
I'm Paranoid thinking everybody's watching me
It's me against the world I got PTSD
Post traumatic stress
I'm waking up in cold sweats
Thinking bout life before I came face to face with death
Lord open my eyes cuz it's hard to see
Feel like I'm walking dead I got PTSD
I'm traveling on that Green Mile I'm a dead man walking
Ain't got nun to lose so you a dead man talking
Lord my mind been driving me crazy
Please show me a sign I been trynna patient
I been a menace since a infant reaping havoc at the age of 2
Niggas tried get me sentenced I been repenting Lord tell me what I'm gone do
Some say turn the other cheek but to me that mean run
I ain't trynna hear that bullshit I'm trynna pick up the gun
And blast let em feel my wrath It ain't no other way
But I know if I spaz then I'm bound to catch a case
Now you would think that my wounds would've healed
But somehow I still feel like slanging that steel
Handcuffs round my at wrist at the age of 10 that's when I lost my innocence
Pops said these niggas give 2 shits that's when I start believing it
Some many niggas rode my nuts when I was up
But now that I'm fucked nobody's here that I can trust
But my hunger is what made me a hustler
Gotta get it by any means I'm a working mufker
But Seem like in this day and time a young nigga need a OG
Who gone catch you when you fall help you navigate these streets
By any means I keep 'em choppin' I keep moving my feet
Keep a peace cuz in these streets you gone sow what you reap
Lately so many niggas been plotting on me
I guess that's the reason that I got PTSD
Man I need something to uplift my spirit
I been struggling for so long man I need some endurance
Fucking with a nigga like me I hope you got some insurance
Cuz what goes through my mind I bet it's not the purest cuz
I can't help it but I think about the worse
I was on the right track but then my life took a turn
My mama say I'm blessed but lately I'm feeling cursed
Lit a match to my field of dreams and watched that motherfucker burn
Bearing the weight of world I done dropped to my knees
Seem like don't nobody care if I was 6 feet deep
I'm Paranoid thinking everybody's watching me
It's me against the world I got PTSD
Post traumatic stress
I'm waking up in cold sweats
Thinking bout life before I came face to face with death
Lord open my mind cuz it's hard to see
Feel like I'm walking dead I got PTSD

Written by:
Nate Miller

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