Filanthropy - 91%

Yeah
I just wanna start and say
I've been a wreck but it's okay
I'm drowning in my disarray
Cannot seem to find escape
Cannot seem to find escape
I've been rocking back and forth but stepping further every day
I just want to sit down
Enjoy some coffee
Read a book, and feel okay
Or maybe write some songs
The same songs I've put off
Telling myself that I'll be okay and trusting in that so much I've fallen apart
Telling myself that I'll be okay and trusting in that so much I've fallen apart
At the end of the day
It's kind of hard to accept the fact that I'm broken inside
It'll only partially correct
That all the things in my life that I planned to this day
Could vanish in an instant, and leave me with an empty plate
It's the little things that scare me most
I've tried so hard to stop my mind from racing to the waters
Every single time, I catch up, but closer to the edge they draw
I'm hoping one day I don't give up and simply watch them fall
All fall down
I feel as though this music really helps me
Using all the voices telling me I'll crash and burn
I just take those thoughts and use them for this passion burning at my core
Burning at my core
Inspired by the lights that flicker, burning near at shore
Just want someone to hear and listen and know they're not alone
Inspired by the lights that flicker, burning near at shore
Just want someone to hear and listen and know they're not alone
Because all this time
I've dealt with these thoughts
Like thieves in the night
They come and they go
They take and they take only leaving me anxious
Sweat dripping down my face from the past that hasn't come
The future which has not arrived
The things I think worry me, lie at 91%
100% of my happiness lies in most of it not happening
All the sleepless nights I've spent
Tossing in my bed
Unrest over felt
Anxiety dealt
On things that won't arrive
On the things that won't arrive
Crippling me right at the knees
It's harder and harder for me to breathe on the daily
It's like at one time I'll be fine
The next I'll be dying
All throughout I'm thinking bout the dread that faces me
It's hard to shake
Like a hand grasping me
Not letting go no matter how much i plea
Crippling me right at the knees
It's harder and harder for me to breathe on the daily
It's like at one time I'll be fine
The next I'll be dying
All throughout
I'm thinking bout
The dread that faces me
It's hard to shake
Like a hand grasping me
Not letting go no matter how much i plea
Till I realize it's my own hand
Holding me back from achieving all my dreams
Till I realize it's my own hand
Holding me back from achieving all my dreams

Written by:
Jonathan Ustinenkov

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