Right Side - So Alone

I can still hear the screams
No amount of anything
Got me through the pain (you see)
Morphine was time released
OxyContin for the knees
Xanax for anxiety
Kicked it all with cbd
Got hooked to the THC
Monthly rolls of ecstasy
Eating mushrooms lsd
Blowing coke until I bleed
Overdosing on Molly
Hospitals, psychiatry
What is going on with me?
Lost my heart, mind, and my soul
Lord knows I was so alone
I'm so alone
I'm going crazy
I lost my soul
The devil played me
I'm so alone
Don't feel a damn thing
My heart is cold
Lord save me
I'm so alone
I'm going crazy
I lost my soul
The devil played me
I'm so alone
Don't feel a damn thing
My heart is cold
Lord save me
Lord save me
Lord save me
First cancer defeated
Second left me beaten
Spring I was a season
Another brain lesion
Crippled by the steroid dose
High in church like the pope
Surgery stopped the growth
Left side was weaker though
Sticking out the elbow
Hand doesn't keep a hold
And I'm walking real slow
Mind couldn't see the hope
No healthy means to cope
Couldn't find a reason so
Started leaning on the dope
Lord knows I was so alone
I'm so alone
I'm going crazy
I lost my soul
The devil played me
I'm so alone
Don't feel a damn thing
My heart is cold
Lord save me
I'm so alone
I'm going crazy
I lost my soul
The devil played me
I'm so alone
Don't feel a damn thing
My heart is cold
Lord save me
Lord save me
Lord save me
I'm not glorifying drugs you better get that correct
I'm reliving what I'm writing like the butterfly effect
Overdose check
Rehab check
Now I count the sober days that I collect
I'm so alone
I'm going crazy
I lost my soul
The devil played me
I'm so alone
Don't feel a damn thing
My heart is cold
Lord save me
I'm so alone
I'm going crazy
I lost my soul
The devil played me
I'm so alone
Don't feel a damn thing
My heart is cold
Lord save me
Lord save me
Lord save me
Lord save me
Lord save me

Written by:
Brian Smith

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