Lil Addiction - endless days

All she ever asked for was loyalty
But I do not give no fucks because my happiness means more to me
See you in distorted dreams clear my thoughts with a .40 beam
Let your insults slaughter me deep down I know you see more to me

Endless days with sleepless nights this a phase is this my life
Intoxicate to feel alright I numb the pain to feel alive
Demons lurking in my mind I take a line and then revive
It's hard to hide the pain inside cannot lie I'm love deprived
Endless days with sleepless nights this a phase is this my life
Intoxicate to feel alright I numb the pain to feel alive
Devil lurking in disguise her evil eyes just twist the knife
I can't deny all of my lies I think its time to say goodbye

Endless days with sleepless nights this a phase is this my life
Intoxicate to feel alright I numb the pain to feel alive
Demons lurking in my mind I take a line and then revive
It's hard to hide the pain inside cannot lie I'm love deprived
Endless days with sleepless nights this a phase is this my life
Intoxicate to feel alright I numb the pain to feel alive
Devil lurking in disguise her evil eyes just twist the knife
I can't deny all of my lies I think its time to say goodbye

What's the point of life if it ain't with you
Tell me that you hate me for the things I put you through
She told me that I'm fucked n shell get twice the man I was
Tell that man I said good luck her memories of me are stuck
She'll look at you and see the man that taught her how to love
We drew our names up in the sand pretend that tide won't come
The waves would have a different plan and I'm the wave and you're the sand
She tries her best to understand the man that left his own right hand
I tend to have these dreams
That we got over everything
Wake up and inside I scream
Yeah I know I fucked up everything
If I could change the past I don't think we'd ever meet
I'd do what's best for you cuz you deserved way more than me
I told you lies meant to deceive but your demise you're blind to see
I compromised your trust to seek the greener side it wasn't green

Endless days with sleepless nights this a phase is this my life
Intoxicate to feel alright I numb the pain to feel alive
Demons working overtime I take a knife and cut the ties
It's hard to sleep you're on my mind I see you every fuckin night
Endless days with sleepless nights this a phase is this my life
Intoxicate to feel alright I numb the pain to feel alive
Devil murk me no surprise bring awful things into my life
I love the pain so it's alright forsaken love I'm traumatized

I been fuckin loaded I been blacking out to forget
The hole up in my chest you left I call that bitch an empty pit
Told her it's over it cannot be over the day that we split I just couldn't be sober
Dream of our past lose my composure down so damn bad I can't get any lower
My foot on the gas cannot go slower high speed on the highway cuz death what I owe Her
Might be like peep one more can and I'm over cant stand no fake friends and that's why I'm a loner
If I leave early give Austin the tape, the code to my laptop four zero eight eight
I promised to change and I think it's to late cuz my heart is in waste and I know what Awaits

Written by:
Cam Dickman

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