Evan Grim - Isolation/Parasite.
You lost a fight with yourselfSo why bring someone else in
It feels like you're the dusty object on God's shelf
So if no one bothers today, you think it's best to keep your thoughts within
You break
Why are we all put here, is no one wondering
We don't have time to think, no one is listening
Why, questions put aside
No one hears your cry
You are in a conservation
Why, scream it all you want
No one hears your call
You are in your isolation
No one intrudes your thoughts
You think they won't understand
You don't know if they even went through the same battle you fought
It doesn't matter what you say, results will always come out as unplanned
You break
Why are we all put here, is no one wondering
We don't have time to think, no one is listening
Why, questions put aside
No one hears your cry
You are in a conservation
Why, scream it all you want
No one hears your call
You are in your isolation
You thought this was the best way to suffer alone
Stayed away from people that want to know
You thought that this was a fact, that you would stay where you're at
This will not stop the attack, you better watch your back
I... thought I was you
Nah I see what you do, I see what you are, you're giving me scars, ah
But why do you do this I'm tryna resist, don't wanna be stuck down within this abyss
I wanna stay here, no need to be there, but why do you care, that is not fair
I don't wanna bring you anywhere
I don't know how much I can bear
All I can see, a far away me, hung from the tree, no
I never knew that I wasn't alone, my only company was only my own
Where am I going, what is this shown, the shadows are growing, back on this road
I don't wanna share the same hair
I don't wanna breathe the same air
What do you want
Why the hell you push the thoughts inside my head
What do you need
I wanna be freed, I beg and I plead
What does this mean
I'm being controlled like a fuckin machine
What am I thinking, why am I shrinking, why is the floor sinking
Who are you, what did you just pull me into
Is it me, tryna push myself too deep
Is it us, fighting if I should adjust
You aren't me, I'm not you, I just have a parasite
I'm not the parasite
Woah don't let me go, put it on slow, I'm going too low, no
This should've happened a long time ago, why you think it's now for you to show
You like my time, you love my falls, you hate the climb, you start all my brawls
I wanna understand my pain
I wanna understand your game
You try to claim, that we are the same, and I am to blame, wait
You got me thinking all the time it was me, the main thing you wanted was me to secede
You try to convince, that I did all this, and I start the fits, and I made the cliffs
I wanna understand the chase
I wanna understand your ways
What do you want
Why the hell you push the thoughts inside my head
What do you need
I wanna be freed, I beg and I plead
What does this mean
I'm being controlled like a fuckin machine
What am I thinking, why am I feeling, why are the walls shrieking
Who are you, what did you just pull me into
Is it me, tryna push myself too deep
Is it us, fighting if I should adjust
You aren't me, I'm not you, I just have a parasite
Or am I the parasite
No, I see what you did, you thought you were slick, well bitch I forbid it
I will not submit again, I am no longer the same as I was then
I may be weak, but I will be strong, as I don't speak, I'm in the wrong
If I accept then you will evolve, but if I'm committed then you will dissolve
I refuse to stand here under your control of my persona
I will choose to fight even if I get in a coma
You won't find an entry way directly to my growing soul, and until my heart throbs again then I will be on patrol
I'm on my own, I'm all alone, I don't want no one else within my zone
I will not rise, but I will not fall, cause I am the one that can hold all my haul
You will no longer add on it again, I won't show my pain I'll never say when
I don't care if no one else understands, as long as I don't stand along your demands
I reprimand, of your commands, I take a stand, with no other hands
I have no hope of succeeding alone, i will make sure of you turning to stone
I won't surrender, I will not go, I may be tender, but that will not show
I know the future that I'll undergo, but my feelings although
I want the warmth of person who's holding me telling me everything's gonna be great and I wish that anxiety will step on the side to let me go out for the affection I need
I want the breath of a person right next to my ear and the pictures we took on our trip while we're sharing our thoughts and our love and I blush by hearing you say I'm what you need.
But if I go on, I will live on, I lost hope already for finding the one
As long as your gone, I won't be gone, and the person I've wanted will always live on gone
Hello?
Written by:
Evan Grim
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