L1 and Toni Smoke - Dead It

It's kinda cold on this side of your shoulder
Ups and downs got me feeling bipolar
Highs and lows like we riding a roller
Coasting through life yeah we live in a coma
Think it's better than living alone huh?
Tell me to leave but you won't let me go nah
You know we tried but we only got so far
Hate to have to be the one to say that it's over
I don't know why we wake up here
In this hell we built out of hate and fear
All the space in the world couldn't make it clear
And a break won't erase all the wasted tears
Cos you bled me dry got nothing left to give
Tried to build a life but you won't let me live
Nowhere to run to mistakes we can't undo
I'm sorry but it doesn't hurt to say I don't love you
Push my buttons like a kid in a elevator
I got something to say I guess I'll tell ya later
Not that important I just thought you should know
That even when I'm next to you I still feel alone
I didn't wanna bring it up until I knew before
But every time I pick your clothes up off the floor
I get the urge to turn around walk out the door
I don't ask for much but I deserve more
Let you into my world just to watch it unfurl
What you expect? I never said I was an innocent girl
Look on your face is one I wanna forget
I don't wanna make you smile you know I couldn't care less
I took a piece of your heart you took a pound of flesh
Now I'm running round with a fuckin hole in my chest
I don't know how to trust sick of regret
So I'm sitting by myself with a pad and a pen fuck
I don't know how to trust sick of regrets
So I'm sitting by myself with a pad and a pen
Fuckin sick of regrets yeah
To love or to lose is too hard to choose
When a laugh weighs less than a heart that's bruised
And a pathway splits like a serpent's tongue
And I halfway miss the foot we started on
Lost my friend and my common sense
Scenes play back time lapse in my head
You tore down walls just to build them again
Then expect me to talk through a chain link fence
Met you half way with my heart on my sleeve
But you only ever see me when I'm ready to leave
Stop me getting places I'm supposed to be
What suits you just fine isn't good for me
Act surprised but I been nice
Give me puppy dog eyes but I did try
Went against all I learned all my insight
Hope I'm wrong every time but you prove me right
Tell myself see I told you so
It won't work like that when you know you know
And I don't wanna write it off but that's all she wrote
I'll play the bad guy if you leave me alone
Tooth and nail replace eye to eye
We face to face taste mistakes say goodnight
We dig our graves lay to rest wake in light
Only ever be the wrong girl if the man ain't right
All said and done in the long run
You be nothing but a boy that I mentioned in a song once
And I can't front it cuts deep
But I'll never miss you more than I already miss me
Yeah I miss me yeah I miss me
Said I can't front, it cuts deep
But I'll never miss you more than I already miss me, no

Written by:
Laura Beddome

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