L1 and Toni Smoke - For All I Know

I feel myself evolving the growing pains hurt
It would be so easy just to forget everything I've learnt
But then i'm giving in the days add up
Never played the long game always took the shortcut
New light blue skies at the forefront
I step aside I been holding all the doors shut
Naturally apprehensive it came from my nurture
That's why I dissect all my feelings hand them to observers
There you go can someone come and run my socials?
I just wanna make the music this is when I'm feeling vocal
I don't wanna gee you up with photos from the fucking booth
I wake up in a tent and I'm just glad to see the roof
And you know you the only person ever saw it through
I knew I had potential I might reach it cos of you
Smile upon reflection release some tears of attitude
My achilles heel copped some flack from people's attitudes
Yeah I met some cunts along the way
Right when I had momentum they were fucking with delays
But now I sink my teeth in when I have something to say
It's every rapper's dream so of course it sounds cliche
To those who laughed at me when I would be creative
You can suck a dick and choke on it I hope you fucking hate it
When your mates are asking if you heard that girl that left 'em all cremated
Send them ashes to the lab as warning to those shitty labels
You can't preorder what I haven't thought of yet
I cannot sell you anything but tickets to my head
Come and see me shed my skin I do not need it anymore
Surface isn't in the realm of avenues I must explore
I wanna see what's next I wanna write the end
Watch me working towards something they can't comprehend
Cos once it happens it's a memory I've seen before
Soaring through the sky I met my fair share of unicorns
And they won't let me die I'm here forever more
Isn't up to you to change my mind nor me yours
I am in a paddock all a sudden like I wrote once
No idea how it would happen know the best is yet to come
If we connect I think of you when I feel the sun
And if I get it right it's only cos you let me fuck it up
If we connect I think of you when I feel the sun
And if I get it right its only cos you let me fuck it up
Let me learn the things that no one wants to talk about
They told me I was up and down and that it needed sorting out
They said that I needed help I needed them but that's okay
Despite the disagreements, I can see what made them speak that way
Just when you say I lost it feel like I discovered something honest
Something I can offer without all the promises
This is how I fix my heart cos healing doesn't come from doctors
All I ever needed was somebody to acknowledge it
And I might be alone for all my life for all I know
But I met birds of a feather told me that isn't so
And everyone I met upon the long and winding road
Point me in the right direction, honey I am almost home
I said I'm almost home

Written by:
Laura Beddome

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