enDear - Ruin You
I'm the result of ambivalent greedinessKnow nothing more
So I keep holding onto it
Can't ever look too close
Don't ever look too close
It keeps me in a position of helplessness
How to unlearn it
When all of its purposes
Glue my feet to floor
What about moving forward
Growing is painful
So put it out of the mind
Bliss is so ignorant
She loves the colorblind
This type of bonding is done by the sickest kind
I will be glad if I just make it out alive
Can't see the road ahead
Glass underneath my feet
Now that the love is gone
What's there to carry me
I see the void
And I hope that it swallows me
Gone with no trace and
Nobody will notice it
I know there is no true escape
But I can't help wishing for the day
That you swallow all your pride
And admit you've been cruel
I know it's never happening
So I'm dreaming of a fantasy
But I can't help thinking one day
It'll ruin you
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Yes I know that I could
And I should take you on
Stand on my feet
Because I'm enough on my own
Don't even think to try
Cause none of my thoughts are quiet
Walking on tiptoe
I've gotten too good at this
You say you love me
And I am indifferent
I can't believe a word
If I do it's gonna hurt
Left on my own
And you never once noticed it
I wear a smile
Until I know night is dead
Quiet unless I bleed
That always stuck with me
I've been conditioned
To expect conditioning
This isn't healthy
I feel like it's killing me
But I can never scream
I cannot ever scream
These are the kind of thoughts
That keep me up at night
Loud as a hurricane
Hot as a wildfire
All the destruction created a
Frightened child
Won't ask for anything
Taught me to be a liar
I've been unpacking
And none of it's worth a fuck
If I keep going on
I'll end up in a rut
All of my treasures are
Damaged and yellowing
Lock it away and forget the
Remembering
I know there is no true escape
But I can't help wishing for the day
That you swallow all your pride
And admit you've been cruel
I know it's never happening
So I'm dreaming of a fantasy
But I can't help thinking one day
It'll ruin you
One day it'll ruin you
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
Call it out
It'll ruin you
Written by:
Tabitha Petty
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