Novian Wright - Car Ride

I don't say how I feel it portray me as weak
I don't ever stay still I move dangerously
Mentally had the same damn pain in a lifetime
Placed in my life in the strain of a week
Can't see where I'm going got a blind fold
Would I rather die young or would I die old
I don't know
Cuz the way we live now doesn't feel like life
It just feels like I'm switching time zones
Man I'm tired as hell
I don't ever trust a soul y'all wired as hell
I'm naturally different you always think I'm tryna rebel
When I'm just being me
I know what feeling trapped is now I'm feeling free
A chimp placed right where the hell the gorillas be
Like Fugees got things slowly killing me
But I push past it
This don't feel like rapping
It just feel like I'm talking to the inner me
Y'all feeling me
Oh Nov
The one always talk bout his fear of the 5 0
His voice kinda a high and he vibe just like Cole
Could write in 3 minutes he really defined cold
Shit i'd hear when I was 13
Still got both feet planted where the earth be
Voices in my head saying everyone gon desert me
Ion think I'm crazy but dammit man I deserve peace
No matter what I'm going through bruh I know my work clean
Always wrote when I'm in distress cus that's the first thing
I'd tell myself to do when I'm panicking man I turned things
Around for myself I got people saying they heard me
Yet I focus on the people who not
Even though I wish that I didn't ima speak what I jot
I found a different way of thinking just from leaving the box
I even been deprived of sleeping many reasons I'm not
I know mama praying
I know that pops is saying "Ayo nov you are the greatest"
I know that there's a lot of people who secretly hating
But it don't matter either way ima keep on creating
For life
In a new lane
I can see how the envy in they eyes way I do things
I could see how your feelings change like a mood ring
Lemme take a breather so that I could have a cool day

Written by:
Novian Wright

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