Psya - Naphtali

Demons all around
I can see em in the mirror
Voices in my head
And the words are getting clearer
Wearing on my spirit
Body getting weary
If I cried to the Lord
Kinda wonder if he hear me
I was high
When I didn't wanna feel the lows
Fast living had me numb
I was feeling slow
This is hell
I been sleeping on the floor
Cause a devil's in my bed
And the reaper's at the door
I can't ignore
That I ain't knowing what's in store
And I'm on borrowed time
So I'm living by the sword
Pocket full of money
But I'm always feeling poor
No commitment to a woman
I been living like a whore
Vice lord
I'm a servant to my vices
I'm all about self
So I don't know what sacrifice is
Have mercy
On a sinner like me
I'm blinded by the dark
Tryna find a way to see

Nightmares are vivid
Like I see it on a screen
I could scream
Cause reality is worse than a dream
Heard that I'm a king
But I'm feeling like a peasant
My past is making plans
To reacquaint me in the present
Hesitant to speak
I been tweaking with this feeling like
Why these kids dying
If we all God's children
Why the biggest liars
Be the ones with all the millions
Sick inside they soul
Tell me why you don't heal them
I'm trying to build
On a solid foundation
And go against the odds
To obtain my salvation
Not the army
With the clothes and donating
Say a prayer
Cause this really took a toll on my patience
Back against the wall
And my chest is feeling caved in
Brought me to my knees
Got my face to the pavement
Have mercy
On a sinner like me
I'm living in a prison
But the truth will set me free

Written by:
Blake Carthan

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