Pyro3 - Some Days

Looking out the window trying to figure out
What I didn't do
Gazing at the skies
Wondering how the time flies by
Thinking about the way I fought and then defended my pride, offending my ego
Not tending my needs
Down until my time is up
And now I need to go
Looking at life is all I do, I don't live it
Makes me hate myself every minute that I live in it
I keep on blaming
I keep on flaming
All the hate that I keep on naming as failure
It keeps draining life out of me
Feels like forced sodomy
Making my heartbeat sink in the moment
Getting me back and forth with the game
Guessing it's never going to change
Not by an inch
I need a pinch to reality
I'm feeling bloated
Letting out steam, screaming out loud
But it never really works
As life onto me full force
And I am onto life on course
Some days are going to make me feel like
I don't want to live another day
I don't want to break another bread
But I gotta keep on breathing,
Reading every bit that I can
Filling that empty void and try to avoid it, trying both
Writing every letter buzzing in my throat.
Looking out the window trying to figure out
What I didn't do
Gazing at the skies
Wondering how the time flies by
Thinking about the way I fought and then defended my pride, offending my ego
Not tending my needs
Down until my time is up
And now I need to go
I've been letting my self esteem crack
Pushing Myself into a brainwreck
Diving in too deep into my sole track
Pushing myself across the bridges
Ridding my soul off all the ridges
Hatred that I keep on stackin up like dominoes
I try to find myself deep down an ocean
And then I try to fight myself oh shit
That's all I have been doing for an eternity
Going back and forth with not one opportunity
To make myself feel whole again
Picking up cracked pieces, try to glue them together
But it's never going to work and I am never going to feel whole again.
Some days are gonna make me feel like
I've shot in the head
I'm feeling deprived of life
And I've been living on the edge death
But I am trying hard to keep on the path I chose
And I am trying even harder to stay on one
Even if it means that I am losing my soul
And it means that I am dying
Looking out the window trying to figure out
What I didn't do
Gazing at the skies
Wondering how the time flies by
Thinking about the way I fought and then defended my pride, offending my ego
Not tending my needs
Down until my time is up
And now I need to go

Written by:
PIYUSH DIXIT

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