Ceo.wav & Ja-P - Been Before

I can't tell you where I've been
But I can tell you where I've been before
I kept secrets to myself
And I ain't never wanna let you know
I've been looking for myself
But I ain't never wanna let me go, let me go
Find another way to cope
With all the shit that I ain't letting go
They been tryna get them rumors up out of me
I tell em to suck my dick
Cuz anything I say is not legit
Like you was the one in my relationship
Tell me how the fuck I ended up here
Doing everything I'm supposed to do
Damn I know that shit is overdue
I know I'm supposed to blow up like a balloon
Huh
I put myself in your shoes
And for some reason I don't feel the same
I would have told you I loved you regardless
But I'm just an artist that don't even paint
I know what I did was wrong
I can't make sense of this
Like a game of telephone
By the time it got to you
That shit didn't make no sense
Shit
I back stabbed a couple people in my path
Hence why I say my bad on these tracks
I been telling my mother everything
Cuz ain't nobody else gon love me and that's fact
I haven't prayed in a minute
But I keep on sinning and grinning in niggas faces
Can't believe that I'm living like this
And I'm sorry I know that I'm nothing but a disgrace
I can't tell you where I've been
But I can tell you where I've been before
I kept secrets to myself
And I ain't never wanna let you know
I've been looking for myself
But I ain't never wanna let me go, let me go
Find another way to cope
With all the shit that I ain't letting go
Yeah
I been feeling like, why the fuck am I accessible
Hate the fact it was intentional
So who do I blame cuz I'm skeptical
So is it you or me? Every time I bleed
You say you're proud
What the fuck does that mean
Double tap it then you leave me on seen
Let me come clean
Yeah
I don't make songs so you can relate
But you got emotions you can't evade
I ain't even mad, I been in your place
Just stop saying it helps you escape
I don't care if you listen to it
But lemme see if you can spot the difference
So I tell my story and it gets you through shit
I'm just making sure I'm livin' though it
That's the fucking difference
Clear as day
I tell my story we don't hear the same and that's a given
I needed more than what's left
Now I need more than what's missing
I'm on the low end
If you're looking for me time travel and you'll find me
On the ground
Cuz I been tripping over everything that's behind me
Fallin' down
Fallin' down
Fallin' down
Fallin' down
I can't tell you where I've been
But I can tell you where I've been before
I keep secrets to myself
And I ain't ever wanna let you know
Fuck
I can't tell you where I've been
But I can tell you where I've been before
Fuck
I keep secrets to myself
And I ain't ever wanna let you know
Fuck
Uh
I can't tell you where I've been
I can't tell you where I've been
I can't tell you where I've been
I can't tell you where I've been
Okay
Aye
Yeah, aye
I can't tell you where I've been
But I can tell you where I've been before
Fuck
I keep secrets to myself
And I ain't ever wanna let you know

Written by:
Japelle Shaw Jr., Will Olenyik

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find