Novian Wright - fault

Am I good
Am I okay
Insignificant shit feel like foreplay
People in my past speaking on those days
Feels repetitive way they talk bout it in poor taste
I got high anxiety and some road rage
And yea that shit don't mix well when my soul drain
Niggas don't give a fuck about what the code say
Y'all do what benefit you I ain't seen no change
Damn
Don't know why I expect
I'm a pile of regret
Fix my morals while you try to find a line of respect
You pointed up and said sorry but this as high as you'll get
Played it like I aint as fly as the rest
How you gon look me in eyes at this time and suggest
Saying that no matter how I progress
That ima fall due to stress and i'll regress to my starting point wow it's a mess
I should've kept it to myself
Should keep everything to my self
My emotions when I'm broken ion need nobody help
So many knives in my back
It be hard to relax
Feel like someone actin stealth
Think they gon catch me slipping
Not with hands or smithin
But with something that's gon damage me till I am not persistent
And I'm on the ground
Feel so alone ain't nobody name that I'm calling out
Nobody hand to grab on to when I'm falling down
Not plenty who say they proud of me when I'm balling out
Been in the field but what I see is snakes all around
Ready to strike me as soon as they see my guard is down
And they won't stop till my heart is out bleeding
They'll do it all without reason
F***
F***
I'm tired bro
So tired bro
Every damn day bro
Waking up
Going to sleep just living day to day
I'm tired man
F***
F***
I think I been losing my mind
But can't find time to ever rest up
Can't let go of my pride
I've sunk into it from the neck up
Only some on my side
So tell me why you think they'll protect us
Why you think
Why you think
It's all on us
It's all on us
I think I been losing my mind
But can't find time to ever rest up
Can't let go of my pride
I've sunk into it from the neck up
Only some on my side
So tell me why you think they'll protect us
Why you think
Why you think
It's all on us
It's all on us
Naive when I was young
Unpredictable since I'm grown
I've got a spectrum over my head
It's invisible to everyone except my friends
I put it on like my clothes
It's what represents where my feelings gonna go
If I don't have it
I don't have control
I'm stuck looking out the window
Fault

Written by:
Novian Wright

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