JayMentarii - Phases

Can't keep up with you and all your phases
The way that you been moving it is so flagrant
I can't tell if you wanna just try my patience
Thinking bout the words you told me and they haunt my mind daily
You don't know that all shit you said affects me
It's killing my soul so I let the drugs protect me
Wanna show you my feelings but I feel like you'll neglect me
I'm not okay I guess I'll just pretend to be
I can't believe that I'm falling again
1,000 miles away I hear your heart calling again
I tried to tell you I was no good
Do something bout it earlier I know you wish I would've
Depression kept me tucked away I thought I couldn't do it
My mind, I was starting to lose it
Got to the point where I didn't even wanna make music
Yeah I was going through it
And you just added to it
Supposed to be my happy place
I speak my peace and I feel stupid
I wanna confide but imma probably keep it in
Thoughts ruin my day, my demons start to speak again
This is real depression baby I don't follow stupid trends
I don't have regrets but wish we would've seen a different end
Hate that a part of missing, everyday tryna replace that
Money, drugs, and bitches just don't seem to hit the same yeah
Still put all my problems in the blunt and then I face that
Cause I can't seem to shake that I
Can't keep up with you and all your phases
The way that you been moving it is so flagrant
I can't tell if you wanna just try my patience
Thinking bout the words you told me and they haunt my mind daily
You don't know that all shit you said affects me
It's killing my soul so I let the drugs protect me
Wanna show you my feelings but I feel like you'll neglect me
I'm not okay I guess I'll just pretend to be

Written by:
Justin Mason

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