Johnny Blue - Head In My Hands

I've been battling my fears, fighting tears
Please excuse me if they fall
It took a certain kind of strength
To hold 'em back for this long
It took a certain kind of weakness
To ignore the pain and sorrow
Used to think it made me strong
To hold it in but I was wrong so
Here I am again
Holding my head in my hands
Telling myself that I ain't special
I'm a regular man
It makes no difference
Be religious or a secular man
It's only a matter of time
Before your faith's in question again
It took some time to realize
That there's a method to the madness
If it happens there's a reason
Life hits you when you're off balance
And lessons tend to sink in when you're drowning
When you come back to the surface
There's more purpose
In the pounding of your heartbeat
Saw my inner child
I think it's time that we depart G
Always in the clouds
I started noticing my flaws, see
I'm trying to come back down 'cause
I've been floating for too long
Trying to build a bridge
Between the ground and where the stars be
And I've been known to stand alone
But lately nowhere feels like home
So I've been leaning on you
Please don't go too far G
Just know there's sides of me I've shown
That I'm ashamed to call my own
But I've been growing
Kicking omens out my heart, see
There's so much pain that I hold onto
Always proving that I'm strong
I know I am
So why do I hide all my scars G?

Written by:
John-Patrick Regina

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