Yung F2M - Redemption/Redeem

This is what I meant
This is what I meant
This is what I meant
Ah ah aah shit

Motherfuckers don't believing
That's what I meant
Taking the wrong way
That's what they meant
I don't give a fuck about that
This is what I meant
Searching the origin
Hearing the start again
Starting doing this shit
Never looking back again
Even if that means hearing the origin
This is not red
Neither dead
But I'm fucking making my path
To redeem with myself aah

Redemption that's what I need
Also a little bit of shit
This is like this all the fucking weeks
Holy shit that sounds deeper
I didn't meant that
I'm just fucking confused of what the fuck is redemption now

Yah I'm still on the search of this shit
I know everybody just don't mind this
Searching for this motherfucker
That fucking destroyed my life
Oh yeah I almost forget it that's I
Willing to kill this dog? maybe
Do whatever the fuck they say me
That's what I mean
Talking with them to control them
That's what I meant
Pursuing motherfuckers to have my redemption
That's my mission? confirmation
I just want to start this confrontation
With the lil and then with the fucking civilization
Aaaaah

To be honest with y'all I don't know what I'm seeking
I just want to get out of the hole that I'm living
This feels like a book already wrote
And I'm not even sure if a have the strength anymore
I don't want to read it
I just wanna live it
Going to sleep without knowing if I will wake up
That's something funny because I really fear to this
I'm seeking it but I don't know how it looks like
Maybe I'm just fooling us
Sorry if that's the case, I don't want that
I'm not sure if I ever will be able to reach it for us
But that's my motherfucking goal as right now
I don't think it will change but who knows
This is the only way I'm pretty sure
I want to live longer than my parents
That's why we really need this
Don't be fucking lazy we need to stay alive
We gotta keep functioning this fucking mind
I know that brings a lot of problems
But this the only way left to get the goal
A lot people doesn't understand it
But we can't explain something that we don't comprehend
This is so fucking confusing for us but we gotta keep moving
Holy fuck I don't know is this really healthy anymore
I'm just keep going forward
Just like Cudi said
I gotta trust myself
That's the hard part when everything just don't work
Or at least that's what happens when I trust myself
I really wanna redeem myself
I don't wanna live on a dream oh shit
Redemption that's what I need
That's what I seek
And I will find it
Or at least
That's what I think
If I gotta kill to redeem myself
Then best believe I will
To be honest I don't gotta do it
But I really wanna do it
I just have one objective on my mind
Only few people know this part
But I will retain myself
Focus all the hate and pain that I feel
On one only thing
And you're hearing it
I want to look back to the past
And be happy with myself
That's why I'm seeking all this redeem thing
Please just help me
I'm afraid of the road in front
Can you please hold my hand dear love
And give me a hug
I don't want to feel this cold anymore
Well I guess nobody heard that part
So let's continue with the work

I really want to redeem myself
But I really want to kill the motherfucker
That keeps tormenting me
Every single motherfucking night on my mind
I don't wanna feel like this
But every time that I wake up just so fucking freezing cold
Even tho outside is thirty motherfucking degrees
This the only mood that I know as right now
I think that passing too much time in that household was so wrong for me
But that really helped me to make myself who I am right now
That's the motherfucker that you are hearing on the microphone
I don't know what I am saying but
The only that I know is that I'm speaking my heart out to y'all

Written by:
Leonardo Flores

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