The Reason of It All - Beelzebub: Envy

I can't believe this, a horror at my fingertips
One of my finer works, but I mustn't indulge
This just screams questions, and I haven't got any answers
I don't even know where I am
So I'll just see myself out again
It's not the first time, it won't be the last time
I could paint that scene, from fucking memory
Every last little detail has been burned in at this point
Because I am ruin, I'm everything you've never wanted
So I'll just see myself out again; It's not the first time
It's never the last time
So I'll be sure to make my exit colorful
I am the dissonance, bridging the gap between Misery and respite
It's so clear to me
Why can't you see, The gift of life is not a gift at all
Do you believe this is truly what it means to live
Separating life and death is only the first step
If you'd just push the boundaries you'd see the truth
But
Your ignorance is stupefying
The way you sit back and take it all
Your ignorance is terrifying
The line between's already obscured
Yet you refuse, to accept the reality of this life
Cleave through the fucking veil
And you'll see the flame flickering beyond
If you'd just listen and reach
I'll offer this just once
I don't know what I'm expecting
I've offered a million times
I'll repeat the same life, a thousand times
Only to, come upon a fork
A decision between, consciousness
And freeing myself of frailty
I fear facing nothingness for an eternity is my last resort
But I refuse, to succumb to my own debilities
I will deny, mortality
Join me in undeath
No longer bound
We could sing forever
We could sing forever
Another waste of breath
On a waste of life, Fuck
Such a sad tale
That I'll have to cull
I think I'll indulge
If only for a moment
Then it's back to my self destructive
Warpath
My self destructive warpath

Written by:
Evan Wiggins

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