Bad Fat Black Girl - Plan B

Way too young
That's exactly what I was
To be in this nigga crib
After playing with his son
It was fun being sneaky
The fact that my mama didn't know
Kept my adrenaline tingling
Being grown is the feeling I loved most
Attention nice but
Independence feel better than being chose
Got no birds. Got no bees
Just a look through gritted teeth
A threat to get my head
Knocked between the wash machine
Wanted to be down
Like I was Brandy
Couldn't take no chances
Ran a story by my friend
Made sure I had a plan B
A script we ran before
We was meeting at the store
To get some snacks before the show
I'd be home by nine
Cuz the whole time
I was 2 doors down
With a nigga that sold dimes
Free and young
Reckless but not dumb
Knew I ain't want no baby
Ain't no Fallin in love
It was on me
To do this shit responsibly
I kept some rubbers in my bubble coat
I had a plan B.

Keep some rubbers on you case they run out
That's a plan B
Before you settle in, know your way out
That's a plan B
Use your words and tell your friends what's up
That's a plan B
Make sure it's good to you and it's enough
Ain't no plan B
Keep some rubbers on you case they run out
That's a plan B
Before you settle in, know your way out
That's a plan B
Use your words and tell your friends what's up
That's a plan B
Make sure it's good to you and it's enough
Ain't no plan B

Truthfully
The vibes was pretty new to me
Had a pep talk to myself
Don't fuck up your future, g
But mind you
I was blind to
Some shit that really could have posed a risk
To my Survival
Did he have a gun
Was this nigga high on drugs
Could I trust his judgement on me
When he pushing 41
But I'm middle school
Coulda been up on the news
I ain't think it was a problem
I was just letting him choose
If moms said
Shawty stay ahead
Peep how niggas move
Even if he breaking bread
I woulda known
That he chose wrong
That the nigga was a weirdo
Preying on me all along

Keep some rubbers on you case they run out
That's a plan B
Before you settle in, know your way out
That's a plan B
Use your words and tell your friends what's up
That's a plan B
Make sure it's good to you and it's enough
Ain't no plan B
Keep some rubbers on you case they run out
That's a plan B
Before you settle in, know your way out
That's a plan B
Use your words and tell your friends what's up
That's a plan B
Make sure it's good to you and it's enough
Ain't no plan B

Preparation
Was my motivation
Had my facts straight. I was giving
For your information
I was in it
Workin at a clinic
Where chicks would come in stressed
But leave ear to ear grinning
This one girl with her baby hairs swirled
Had a baby on her hip
It was them against the world
But two more
Twins would make them 4
Her baby dad ain't have it
And her calls he would ignore
What she do
Made a call or two
An appointment and some money
Had before my lunch was through
These stories
That was real important
I was soaking up the game
About lovers and abortion
Years later
Older making paper
I prioritize myself
I love it when my plan A works

Keep some rubbers on you case they run out
That's a plan B
Before you settle in, know your way out
That's a plan B
Use your words and tell your friends what's up
That's a plan B
Make sure it's good to you and it's enough
Ain't no plan B
Keep some rubbers on you case they run out
That's a plan B
Before you settle in, know your way out
That's a plan B
Use your words and tell your friends what's up
That's a plan B
Make sure it's good to you and it's enough
Ain't no plan B

Written by:
Sesali Bowen

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