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I deprive myself of good feelings
I deride myself just for being
I advise myself to lessen me
I align myself with nobody
I deprive myself of good feelings
I deride myself just for being
Unyielding urge to ignore
Most of the advice given before
The people here cannot relate
So I decline to engage
Unyielding urge to ignore
Most of the advice given before
The people here cannot relate
So I decline to engage
I found something hidden up here
It's an old t-shirt I used to wear
White pit stains from my teen years
It doesn't fit anymore
Anymore
Anymore
It doesn't fit anymore
I arm myself with written word
Body scrawny, vision blurred
I thought I knew what I believed
I said I would never be deceived
But this place just made my mind ache
And exposed my bitter hate
Even still, I stand and wait
For a sign of the far-away
But this place just made my mind ache
And exposed my bitter hate
Even still, I stand and wait
For a sign of the far-away
I found something hidden up here
Unfinished songs, I used to care
Stashed under the folding chair
That doesn't work anymore
Work anymore
It doesn't work anymore
Work anymore
Never can tell why it's all a mess
Always think about what's coming next
Disregard emails and text
Only you think you know best
I found myself hidden up here
I found myself livid with up here
I found myself getting rid of up here
I lost myself, I lost myself
I found myself hidden up here
I found myself livid with up here
I found myself getting rid of up here
I lost myself

Written by:
Rodrigo Ibieta

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