TheInfamousD.I.Z - Change (Passions & Pains)

I know my life's gone change
But it feels too late
Will it turn okay
Some things always will remain
Will my future be great
Or will it stay the same
Life as I know it
Seems kinda boring
I wondering will you be there to guide me
Know things gone change
Know things gone change
It will be okay
Aint equipped to deal with change
But still I push foward all the same
Cause I can't be living my whole life without change
In my pocket
Never stoppin
Even if they got a lock on me
Tryna hold me back from the schemes that I've been plotting
Indeed
Still got a chance to improve it seems
Even with my demons and my Aspergers
Know a nigga never get to knock me out the scene
23 going on the 24th
Year of reality
Plan to have so many more
It's a blessing that I made it out the hood without a scar
Know so many souls around me suffered gunshot wounds
And car crashes
Not even old enough to have anyone to pass they assets to
Man I gotta thank God for the fam and for the crew
Who've been moving with ever since I decided I would do this
Back in the black truck
Me and Melo said we would prove it
To the whole world that we could do this
And not be written off as useless kids
That would end up probably going broke on syringes
Then end up dead in the trenches
Thank God man
We've been through a lot man
And if they want some record of it
Probably take a whole rainforest full of paper
Then some editing from my old lit professor Ms. Draper
What are these days for
Guess another thing to pray for
I know my lifes gone change
But it feels too late
Will it turn okay
Some things always will remain
Will my future be great
Or will it stay the same
Life as I know it
Seems kinda boring
I wondering will you be there to guide me
Know things gone change
Know things gone change
It will be okay
Yeah
Remember the time when you
Back from a bad dream
Forcing me to quit
Know my family probably think that imma worthless peice of shit
Join the club
But I got to persist
And even when my peers so distant
Never cease and desist
I'm back in my old state
Constantly thinking bout the old days
Now those days so far away
And everything cant stay the same
But the same pain in my chest since the first day still remain
Always saying things will be okay
But I'm stuck in a sad place
No space
And some jealously to embrace me
4 walls stuck staring down at my face
Never full of fear or tears cause I know that my emotions ain't clear
And I haven't really cried in like 4 years
I'm used to wearing fake smiles or a small sneer
Throw a laugh in just to keep the mood cheery
People know me as a clown
But I know they look down on me fuck that
I'm the one who'll take the crown and then run it back
On some last laugh shit
Middle finger to the whole damn crowd
Get lost in the sound
Feel astounded
Time for you to stay grounded
And hear out my words
Then decipher
This verse like McGuyver
See how life work
I'm tryna put my pain in this verse
And have you feel this shit like we were Kiznaivers
Mixed with Freedom Writers
Real survivors
Just remain silent and hear the vibe first
Yeah

Written by:
Anthony De Anda

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