Julian Greene - Believe Me

The rain's falling and so am I
You ain't even think to call me on these summer nights
Even if you did we both know it would be a fight
Is there a reason loving me feels like a waste of time
You hate my mind, I hate my life
And you ain't asking but I'll say I'm fine
Anything to hide the truth
That I've been hung up on the past for four years I'm still loving you
But you ain't loving me
No this isn't what it seems
Thought you'd be the one to never run
I guess you ain't the one for me
When I'm with you swear I'm hovering
You say that I'm smothering you
Another reason why you'd up and leave
Give up on me
Make me pay, maybe pray
Cause I've been begging for some hope that this shit fades away
Held my hand out for a rope but you just gave me blame
Now I'm face down in the rain I swear I'm bathing in the pain
Believe me
I'd be better off not breathing
I must be dreaming
Wake me up, tell me that you're not leaving
My one love
You moved on, and I'm hung up
I can't help but miss us
Whenever your name comes up
But I tried, I tried
Now I wonder why I wanna die sometimes
I feel like I know why
I changed
Took on new perspectives
Became more attentive
Just to fucking prove the point that I had learned my lesson
Maybe it's just too late like the music I make
That's why I'm losing faith with every passing moon phase
I live with words I can't say
But I'm sure you picked up on that when you heard "My Mistake"
Now I'm coming up with reasons just to celebrate
Pouring double cups hoping it'll numb the pain
Baby I just wish that we had found another way
So you ain't have to take your life with him and rub it in my face
Make me want to run away
Swear I fucking hate the taste
Of the words dancing across my tongue that make you want to stay
Old girl, new dude, same game, new flame
Even moved into your new place on my birthday
Think you want to hurt me
You should know it's working
Now I never eat, I never sleep and I deserve it
Baby you just made me feel so worthless
Took away my purpose
Now romance makes me nervous
You hate my mind, I hate my life
And you ain't asking but I'll say I'm fine
Anything to hide the truth
That I've been hung up on the past for four years I'm still loving you
But you ain't loving me
No this isn't what it seems
Thought you'd be the one to never run
I guess you ain't the one for me
When I'm with you swear I'm hovering
You say that I'm smothering you
Another reason why you'd up and leave
Give up on me
Make me pay, maybe pray
Cause I've been begging for some hope that this shit fades away
Held my hand out for a rope but you just gave me blame
Now I'm face down in the rain
I swear I'm bathing in the pain
Sometimes I feel like I know why
I changed

Written by:
Julian Greene

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