Anthony Grey - State Of Mind

Stop please
I thought I knew you
Do you still think of me
Okay I'm sorry
I'm very hard on myself
I just need someone to understand
Anthony youre the problem constantly
There's too much going on
What if I'm not though
There's to much going on
Fuck
I loved you more than anyone ever has
Is this my fault
I wasn't there emotionally
I wanna be friends
But I can't fucking stand you
You know I loved you
Why do I feel the need to take the blame for everything
I don't hate you
How how
So fast
Feels like hatred betrayal and i don't know if I can handle it.
But fuck man I was fucking up
This the 4th time must've done Enough
Down bad I was pissed off this is your Place and I've said enough
I can't help man I was raised up
Knew your whole life girl you had it Rough
Had a lot leverage but I never let it Hold me down
Pick it up rock it don't feel like you've lost it
I'm feeling the way that you told me That you wouldn't tell me but you Couldn't help it Cuz you had to tell it And I held it in and my throat started Swelling but I had to get it and some How I get it
And I never knew it that'd you'd Actually do it
But I'm being stupid you told me to Move on and i just went thru it so I Just been down bad
Not into it ya
That toxic love will take your heart Away
You heard some lies and couldn't break The pain
You fight yourself and say it's Complicated
I know it's love but you don't feel the Same
I don't deserve this I was just feeling The same thing Girl you was just Holding it all in
Girl why did you tell me you were all In
Cause now I'm just constantly falling like go away
And I'm sorry Thats probably coming off harsh
And I know it's always been that way From the start
So That's prolly why you protecting Your Heart
But I had to switch it up
I hate that I never would give it up
Had my heart on the ground had to pick it up
I had some bitches that wanted to hit Me up
I Popped a couple of bottles to get me up
I smoked a couple of blunts and got Fried asf
Had you all in my head and I've had enough
If you want my attention girl give it up
Cuz I'm done
But fuck man I was fucking up
This the 4th time must've done a lot
Down bad I was pissed off this is your Place and I've said enough
I can't help man I was raised up
Knew your whole life girl you had it Rough
Had a lot leverage but I never let it hold me down
But I need a minute
I wanna know if you wanted to finish
Cause Sometimes I feel like we ended The quickest
And Even though we started off with a Visit
We've always been lovers so why did We end it
But That's not a reason so tell me what is it
Cause I gotta void in my heart need to Fill it
But you had someone in your heart And I get it
You focused on Someoneyou know you shouldn't
Ya
You had nobody
Please don't go
Please don't go
Please don't go
Please don't go
No no no
Need you to know
I Need you the most
Don't run from me
From me
Don't run
Not me
Please baby not me
Please girl
But me baby
Not me
Please don't go
Don't run
I'm still me I'm still me
But fuck man I was fucking up
This the 4th time must've done a lot
Down bad I was pissed off this is your place and I've said enough
I can't help man I was raised up
Knew your whole life girl you had it Rough
Had a lot leverage but I never let it hold me down
Me down me down

Written by:
Anthony Whitelaw

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