Turbulence My Name Is Zeus - It Takes Years

I don't deserve kindness
Because I know all of the horrible things
I've thought and done
There are no secrets
I am my own god
So punish me I'm begging you
Strike me where I stand
I want it more than your helping hand
I'll sleep this one-off
My thoughts will be different then
My chest will burst wide open
And i'll breathe easy then
Sleep while you can
I forgot I made these plans

Enough days have past
I can't sit in silence
But i haven't heard a sound
Months turn in to years
Sometimes i pretend that I have drowned
I hold my breath so long
My eyes begin to pound
Allow myself to breath
Allow myself to sleep

Now I'm the happiest I've ever been
I've forgiven all my sins
Everythings so temporary
These people come and go
My high would be their low
I've been cracking all my toes
We all have grief we all have loss
But my souls have run aground
We can't borrow all our clothes
I've been shopping all around

Better isn't best
And i guess that can't be fixed
I think I'm gaining back control
But please don't punish me for feeling
These thoughts are not that bad I swear
I'm allowed to think and feel and act
Without caring that I care
Let me cry I want to cry
I imagine the words I want to hear
I think the world of him
Someday soon that may come true
Thank you for giving me the time to remember who I am
It's not who I remember but its better than being him
This was supposed to be about compassion
I missed the buck this time
But i think that might be the point
I'll let it sit and try again

Written by:
Juatin Dunlap

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