Jasper Good - Ungrateful Living

What is this all for
I got enough why do I want more
I'm standing outside in front of this club door
The bouncer won't let me in I'm like what for
He's giving me no reason it's cold season
And I was cheap I ain't wanna pay for no coat check
But that's because this fucking coat cost me a whole check
And it would also hide these diamonds that sit on my neck
Damn, seeking for validation
Now I'm stuck outside while people are celebrating
Waited 20 minutes for nothing
I'm looking at the bouncer like swear to god imma jump him
Man my scrawny ass won't do shit
This ain't even worth the fight so I turned around and I quit
Now I'm walking back to my car
Wondering why I'm hated like listen bitch I'm a star
If only the world could see me
Desperate for attention what is it I want exactly
Maybe enough money to run away
Maybe it's not funny to feel this way
I'm boutta turn 27 could die a legend
But I don't even got the balls guess I'll live with depression
So tell me, what is this all for
I got her bent over standing on all four
While I'm thinking bout someone else
Only pictures of us can replace these hats on my shelf
But I need to work on myself
I feel like my life's a joke should've never said how I felt
Still I wonder why I keep running
Maybe I should stop if she said that we would be nothing
But don't wanna give it up if I feel like we could be something
I don't wanna come to terms that the situation is one-sided
So I dress up put on some baggy sweats
And take a walk through the city like who gon' break me next
But that's if there's any more of them pieces left
If only it were illegal you would be charged with theft
At least I could say that I took my shot
I always do and always will
I'm glad I won't die with regrets
I'm tryna stay optimistic
They claim that men are the problem I wanna see the statistics
Fuck it, nah I won't take it there
Don't wanna be controversial good thing I went and took some air
It's good to be intuned with yourself and aware
That's why I kept it to myself till she had an affair
I cannot say that I wasn't prepared
I wish we never was the one thing that helped me repair
Now when I meet somebody new I use you to compare
I thank you for all of the times you ain't show me you care
Thinking about my problems like is it really that bad
While I'm walking ignoring all of the poor people with no sequel
Shaking their cup but I'm acting like I don't see em
Cause I'm just keeping my head down while he looking at me with that damn frown
Like what I would do just to be you and not spend the night on this damn ground
Like I would never sleep on the floor of my own house
I'm not even happy spending the night on my warm couch
Imagine, ungrateful living
Sad because I'm single man I must be trippin'
Family functions that I just keep on skipping
Blind to my surroundings who I do be missing
I could go on this beat for another twenty hours
But time is ticking so let's get up and get what is ours
I could go on this beat for another twenty hours
But time is ticking so let's get up and get what is ours

Written by:
Anthony Pereira

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