Nick Hylton - Unknown

Am I ever gonna let it go?
The fact that I never had control
Of what I could never see
I been tryna make a plea to the lord
To make sure
Of who I'm gonna be
It's distorted for me
So I force it and pour into dreams
I believe but are not guaranteed
But then all crashes down
And I've found
That a power that's bound to a crown made of thorns set me free so
I'm tryna be free indeed
And free with peace
But freedom cost time and ease
I find these beats
And publicize my defeats
And hope eventually there's resolution I can see because
I'm afraid that my finances can't sustain
I'm afraid I won't make it inside the game
And I'm afraid that I won't be able to stay dedicated
To the all the things that I promised I would attain
Yeah
My worries run deep in my soul
Fight on the daily but they control
Then I hit a low
And the doubt only grows
I need Jesus to reach in and fill up this hole
My spirit got roots in the ground
My thinking is pulling it down
I can't do nothing right now
Cause I got a hold
This life is unknown
What's it mean to be a Christian?
I hope they get that it ain't all about the rules
But what's the motivation?
Cause even if I fall
There's a reason I still chase it
I'm learning from the losses that I'm facing
I choose to kneel even when I'm not feelin it
It's crazy how the wishy washiness of a religion makes it look
So grimy to the people on the outside
We all conflicted
That's why I'm tryna analyze
My self on a heart level
Too many desires
That my mind is settled on
Cause I done fueled too many fires
They could burn away the thing that's most important if
I don't continue to douse it with living water from that holy fountain
I been praying we all make it to the finish line
I think that KB said it best we all could fall that goes for you and I
If in the past I didn't know if I could last but now I'm still alive
Today is mine so it's a do or die

Written by:
Nicholas Hylton

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