Jay Davis - Some Days

I never really been into to telling my story
You feel me this, this kinda new to me
Overtime I learned like
it really aint about setting the record straight with other people
It's moreso about setting the record straight with yourself
You gotta confront that man in the mirror
Before you try to clear your name with anybody else
That just what it is, Listen
Tryna stand on all my principles was getting hard
Tryna play it by the book aint really get me far
Police still found where I lived after I ditched the car
Don't make a statement bout the body you won't get a bond
Feel like I'm hurdling hearts and cases since bout 21
Remember looks on all they face like I'm a one and done
Same way she looked and she lied and told me she the one
Fucked up my trust so bad I don't think I believe a nun
My mama told me son don't think like that believe in some
Gave her a kiss and wiped her eyes cause she can't see I'm numb
I always keep up my disguise so they won't see me coming
I guess its too good of a disguise cause who should see me doesn't
I used to tell so many lies it used to leave em puzzled
Can't let you see I'm broke in pieces tryna hold my own
Pretend I'm happy smile in public but in dark I'm troubled
And there ain't no one that can help I go through this alone.
We don't mean it but we cry some days
Feel like we fighting for our lives some days
Gotta keep it on my side some days
I just pray for peace of mind some day
We don't mean it but we cry some days
Feel like we fighting for our lives some days
Gotta keep it on my side some days
I just pray for peace of mind some day
Tryna stick to what I know, even tho things had changed
Gotta pick between stay broke or try and make a name
I still remember the day got jumped in with the gang
Why it feel we was closer for we was in the gang
I'm losing friends I was closed to, it's driving me insane
My city like a warzone, they smoke you, you get blamed
I try and play like I'm supposed to but its just not a game
I tried and switch my control up but it's just not the same
Soon as I let someone closer I start to feel the pain
Calm before storm clouds over me I can feel the rain
Pretend I got it together but I can't feel a thing
It's like I'm dealing with trauma that I just can't explain
Saving Voicemails from my grandma, cause I can't trust the days
Sometimes I wonder if she thinking the same about me
Feels like to see another day is just another blessing
I just pray that I can live more of them before I leave
We don't mean it but we cry some days
Feel like we fighting for our lives some days
Gotta keep it on my side some days
I just pray for peace of mind some day
We don't mean it but we cry some days
Feel like we fighting for our lives some days
Gotta keep it on my side some days
I just pray for peace of mind some day
We don't mean it but we cry some days
Feel like we fighting for our lives some days
Gotta keep it on my side some days
I just pray for peace of mind some day
We don't mean it but we cry some days
Mmmmmmmmm
Gotta keep it on my side
On my side

Written by:
Jeremy Davis

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