Drewskeattle - Grow Up

Thirty something years and
I'm still trying to figure it out
Still so triggered
Don't feel like an adult
I don't wanna grow up
I wanna stay down
Still trying to live fucked
Just making my rounds
But wait
I didn't know this would be my fate
I just wanna stay up real late
Don't wanna pay up half of all I make
I don't want any responsibilities
Fuck that
Bring back the old me
Young dumb and never lonely
Getting drunk and high
Every day all week
What the fuck does that say about me
No wonder everyone doubts me
Blacked out and rowdy
Like I'm twenty three
Everyone around me doing the same thing
Turn up my fucking sound
And let's party
I don't wanna grow up at all
I just wanna play
Live reckless don't behave
Don't think before I say
Some disrespectful thing
I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna grow up at all
Get drunk and high all day
Regrets and new mistakes
Just flex and reach for fame
Not stress about bills to pay
I don't wanna grow up
Won't let this phase me
Trying not to get angry
I'm getting too old
To care or fight
I've got places
I want to go in my life
I like to think
That I might not sink
But every time I blink
I gotta crawl and creep
Up new walls so steep
Don't got the balls to peek
I guess I'll fall in the deep
Probably should call my shrink
Why do the good die young
But the crooked eyes and scum
Still got air up in their lungs
Won't say a prayer for no one
Life ain't fair I'm fucking done
We all spare these fucking bums
Legit scared nowhere to run
I don't care this shit ain't fun
They blindly stare into the gun
We can't repair and we never will
This life ain't fucking fair man
Until we killed
I don't wanna grow up at all
I just wanna play
Live reckless don't behave
Don't think before I say
Some disrespectful thing
I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna grow up at all
Get drunk and high all day
Regrets and new mistakes
Just flex and reach for fame
Not stress about bills to pay
I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna grow up at all
I just wanna play
Live reckless don't behave
Don't think before I say
Some disrespectful thing
I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna grow up at all
Get drunk and high all day
Regrets and new mistakes
Just flex and reach for fame
Not stress about bills to pay
I don't wanna grow up

Written by:
Andrew Wendland

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