AntiHeroAesth - John 19:30 (feat. locked out)

Baby put your pride and your ego to the side
Better watch yourself if you step on the wrong side
How many times can I survive suicide
How many times do you think that I shoulda died

Slow your role, slow on dro
This shit you should fucking know
Triple six, in the hole
Slidin' up and down the pole
Everyone knows I got flows, cocaine in my nose
Rikky is my bro, pour it slow, if you know you know

Took some time to realize that I really wanna die
That would make my Mumma cry
She look at me with broken eyes
I could never tell a lie, even when I fucking try
I don't wanna step outside
I just wanna end my life
Fill my cup with ethanol
Captive to this alcohol
This leaching out my soul
Feel like I got no control

Though about my rap and I was gonna drop it all for you
Choose you over the beats that I spaz to
Hurt me and you meant it, yeah
I showed you my lair
Now I'm tryna forget you like you were never even there

I been tryna find the answers to our ending
Now I gotta worry bout my heart I'm defending
You made me hurt
Beat me mentally til' I was laying in the dirt
Now I'm resurrected in the dark baby, imma lurk
In the dark baby

Cause we still got unfinished business
Don't throw me away like I'm an easy dismiss
I don't wanna talk
And you don't wanna listen
The way we ended isn't healthy, is it now

Written by:
AntiHeroAesth, Anti Aesth

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