Kowan - Family Dinner Pt. 2

Working thru my traumas cuz I know I'm better off without them
Heading to the top cuz I'm too familiar with the bottom
You rather run away from it then to fix your problems
I'm going crazy I should probably be in an Asylum
Nobody solid I been silently seeing
I sacrificed some of my time now it's time to get even
I been tryna lose my demons
I lost the European
I lost my only brother year later still grieving
Tryna convince myself it all happen for a reason
Had some nightmares were I'd wake up screaming
Just got some news about my pops this evening
It's so hard to catch a break just gotta Breathe in
What a mental strain cuz I been feeling strange
Cuz I been hit with so much I don't feel the pain
I'm a lil lost here like Lil Wayne
Cuz I've can't tell if it's me or the world insane
I miss the old family dinners
We had the whole family with us
We kept it real never pretenders
The good times yeah I remember
I miss the old family dinners
We had the whole family with us
We kept it real never pretenders
The good times yeah I remember
Really I be tripping sometimes stuck in my own bubble
Hard for me to reach out that's like my own struggle
Like I can't pick up the phone and give my momma a call
I get the feeling that she feeling she don't know me no more
Maybe I failed as a son cuz I'm stuck in my ways
I be wanna say a lot but I don't know what to say
She said I hit the studio I never come around
And she's just around corner she don't leave in California
Ima try to make some time I got a lot of things to do
That's the type of shit I keep on using as an excuse
I try to better myself I swear that notion is true
I promise you that I care I know that I act a fool
Writing this verse was humiliating
Everything I stood for really got me contemplating
My momma came up hard
My momma a black queen
I made it pass eighteen nigga
I miss the old family dinners
We had the whole family with us
We kept it real never pretenders
The good times yeah I remember
I miss the old family dinners
We had the whole family with us
We kept it real never pretenders
The good times yeah I remember

Written by:
Kowan C

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