Yuri Khedz - Take Me Higher

These past months have been heavy, I won't lie
Nothing made me happy I was gonna go die
But every time I tried it was time for showtime
I wish for a minute I could just slow time
I just really wanna feel this pain and scream
And see my demons here with me
And as crazy as that sounds, to me, it sounds sane
I used to feel proud but now I feel pain
So why don't you tell me
Show me the way
Why don't you help me? Hold me and say
That we don't live to die, this ain't only in vain
We don't sit and cry, man we grow from the pain
Listen, I ain't no profit or saint
Man I'm hardly the same
I got a lot of mistakes on top of my name
But I'm still a human being, now can you say the same?
Can you admit to all your sins without feeling the shame?
I ain't got a clue of what to do next
That's why I tend to hide away in the past instead
And if I ask myself
Why I keep giving more than I get
I won't find an answer, only regret
I'm in constant pain like I'm Cobain
Grabbed the shotgun and then popped my brain
But still, I wake, a bullet alone ain't enough to save me from this time and age
And to the people on my mind
I wish I could take your pain away
Even though I know it's best to just fuckin' stay away
I blame the pain
For every mistake I made
But in truth, it's me, who loops and sees
Every single problem as a new disease
I blew some steam
Listenin' to blues and dreamed
That everything was as cool as Keith
But when I looked in the mirror I was like damn who's he
Come to me
Feel my fire
Let your love
Take me higher
I'm a mess, depressed
Can't get you out of my head
The pain on my chest, it's cause and effect
I don't regret
But still, I wish I went and sent that fucking text
What's next
Tell me that I make you upset
Tell me that everything that we did
Was the result of us being just depressed
Nothing more
Nothing less
Another whore
Another mess, guess
What's she's gonna do next?
I guess she's gonna rip my chest open
And then?
Reach for my heart instead
Of my lungs this time
Cuz last time she reached for my heart
And she wants to keep it fresh
She don't want dying art
Wait what the fuck am I saying
Shit, fuck, my vision is greying
She must've put shit in my drink while I'm paying
And now I'm praying
To the good old lord
Please God, spare me the news
Tell me I'm better since better is you
Tell me I'll never see heaven now too
Tell me my level to get up and do
I need to repent
But I feel like I said
Too many weak lines
When I speak with the pen
I hope I can then
Make-Nah, I don't really, really, really, really feel like it
The roofie she gave me made me feel tired
I guess she really did take me higher
Cuz When I'm with her I feel like I'm Baby Driver
When I see her and run faster than she can yell McGyver
Come to me
Feel my fire
Let your love
Take me higher
Come to me
Feel my fire
Let your love
Take me higher
Come to me
Feel my fire
Let your love
Take me higher

Written by:
Youssef ElKhedry

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