Emindy - Energy

Make a profit for what I do is not as often
I am well aware of this nonsense
Lucid dreaming with some knowledge
Loosing focus of my conscious
Pickin locks and walking through like God is
Now Let's be honest
Hey
Isn't that door meant for knockin
Woo

Yeah I can be rude and apathetic
I do not appreciate you to ask some questions
I will live by what I choose and not regret it
I'll refuse to listen and pursue what I'm diggin
I ain't stoppin till it's all finished
Who are y'all kiddin
I was tossed in it treated like a slob and if
You do not applaud I'ma start whippin
Making things appalled I'm a dark spirit
King of darkness I'm a God with a heart missing yeah
Dang it must've got lost in it
Too demented That's a compliment
Shut the lights and let it darken
Hearin voices in the mirror thinking they are pointless
Disappointed with their fear when I'm ignoring
The stupid noises they are boring and annoying
I do not care about the power your enjoying
What enjoyment is there in the void
Carve a smile on my face you think I'm joking
Put a gun barrel in my mouth then we'll see what's holding

Yeah I think my joy is decomposing
I don't like it when It holds me
Let it float away you think their noticing
I had a firm grip but yet so corny
Lookin back such a horror movie
How in the world was I born to be me

And living like this
Every suicide moment I'd just the kill the lights
With a light switch in my difficult times at its finest
I don't pretend like the fake people I met
I message only to the ones that are my friends
I don't seek attention just to get the audience appreciation
I don't go around in public exposing what I'm thinking
I just keep it hidden like I do with my decisions inside of what I written
In the unforgiven prayers I've been sending
Supposedly went to God but I think it went to my demons When I was persistent
Set it back
Let's just re-think of a new beginning

But y'all hate it when I meditate
Angry 'Cause I'm in fame
Jealous of every stream
Hell if you were me

You'd fail like a pack of thieves
Scream 'n yell in disbelief
Swell when you can't compete and sell every record I released
Through the platforms where I am king
Sorry that you do not have the same energy
I cannot please everyone successfully
I cannot make 'em stay and prevent them to run from me
Please don't be utterly disrespectful
Sliding up in my DM's questioning
Why aren't you helping me
I'm prolific and twisted like Hannibal Lectar inventing an incredible label with no one selecting me
All because of my past their reading
I've been in the freaking aslyum competing with demons
And winning the competition of defending my legacy
I'm not coming down and lifting somebody that's not my responsibility
You and everyone else should've been following me
Instead of taking the time on doubting my energy
And label that's given help to everybody in the industry

I am nothing like you
Do not judge anyone besides you

Written by:
Michael Lynn

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