Avery - I Love You

Four and a half years ago when we met
I didn't know it but we had some, Time to spend
And the sad part is
That in nearly five years, we spent three trying to make it work
It's ironic
I'm writing these letters instead of talking to you
Communication's always been your biggest issue
I feel stupid when every girl that I meet reminds me, that I'm lost without you
So now what do I do
And to be real I still feel like I'm tied to you
Never imagined this
Never once did I get tired of you
I love you
That's not gonna change
What's gonna change is the fact I'm standing out in the rain
It's never easy You've become my life
We've died multiple times, and then came back to life
We can't just stay in one place
Like we're so alike, we're constantly back and forth
A tug of war
This ain't a song it's a letter
I wanna try to be better
I wanna give you all I have
I could never tell you that
This ain't a sad song
You got it wrong
Not asking for you to love me
Or for where I went wrong
I'm asking where's my home
You've been here through my life now you're gone
Our house is burning to ashes
My heart's more dead than the grass is
The fact is it's sad the amount of lines that I wrote
Like no matter how much I write
It'll never explain us, or the way I feel
My whole life, people told me cliche lines
"There's plenty fish in the sea"
But see the sea is full of sharks and Piranhas, there's poison in the water
And you're the only good that I see
I wish that I could see your family again
They seem to hate me, but it's cool
it's cheesy but true
I'm still holding onto hope because
I feel at home when I'm with you
I wanna be by your side
I wanna make this right
There might not even be a light, I never saw our demise
Not gonna lie It's been hard to live my life
That's why I write
When maybe I should just let it be
There was a time, in my life I wish I never found you
There was a time, in my life that I realized I loved you
And a time where I wouldn't put anything else above you
A Couple of versions of myself you may have seen over the years
The version you see now is who I am
This note is covered in tears
Me and you, we used to face our fears
I'd be lying if I said I saw the ending clear
that's why I'm not letting go just yet
I still have a slur of hope
I
I wanna tell you I love you and never let you go
I've loved somebody else but it's not the love I know
The future depends on our past
If we can learn and grow
Maybe we can dig ourselves out of this hole
I'm always gonna have feelings
They were always better to hide than to show
I used to try to hide
I used to wanna feel numb but now feeling numb
Hurts worse than not being loved
So, maybe I'm wrong about everything else in my life like
It used to hurt worse than before
We've been in the worst pain we could've endured it couldn't get worse
The biggest part of the storm
I'm sorry if this letter doesn't make any sense
I just need something to breathe
Move on from what we could be
And I don't wanna bend but I think I'm gonna break
So please bear with me while I say
That I love you

Written by:
Avery Aldridge

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