Hansel Mac - Polaroids

When I think of life sometimes, and I don't find reason
When I think of all the temporary moments that I'm feeling
When I think about how every human's one day leaving
It's my memories that anchor me when life's deceiving
The cause the moment in the seconds never gone
I reckon, weapons are the seconds when the lessons never won
Cause what if seconds are the blessings, for the legends living on
Cause when it's present, there's still heaven in the spirits dead and gone
When I hear this song, it makes me feel there's nothing wrong
With turning back the clocks, I see how everything with time moves on
How I hear this song with time will change, like everything I want
Somehow these Polaroids feel realer when I know the seconds gone
When I hear this song, I know that what's internal is eternal
What's external is my world, but I know life universal
When I hear this song, I picture life as but journal
With changes marking chapters and a reason for the hurdles
And so I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
Sometimes I've got to be alone
That's why I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
Sometimes I've got to be alone
Cause when you've got a little reason
It makes it easier, when we're feeling we're lacking freedom
So as a teenager, I found what I needed in Jesus
It's funny, you don't know if you're bleeding or not when sleeping
When I look in my wife's eyes, I see a reason
When I look in my dad's eyes, I see a reason
When I look to my twin sister, I see a shining beacon
It's ironic how lives leading my closer to my Eden
Death is mentality
The are many spectrums to reality
Every single atom carries gravity
This moment here, it carries immortality
To comprehend it you could reach insanity
Some seconds carries regret
In my head repeating
We're all to question life in secret
But we can't reset
But that's still how we learn to prevent
So we never regress
I say we need it
We need this to connect
To what we're feeling
I wasn't born alone and I know I'll never die alone
When I play this song sometimes, I think about my life alone
How each and every minuscule decision
Was a blessing in disguise, for the life I find I'm living
I know if I was religious, I'd thank for God my existence
I don't like, every card I'm dealt there's people I'm still missing
But that's why this song is those times I feel like reminiscing
And so I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
Sometimes I've got to be alone
That's why I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
I got be alone sometimes
Sometimes I've got to be alone
All my thoughts are existential every single day
Everyone's distracted, somehow I can't run away
When my life flashes before my eyes, before I'm in a grave
I want to know that every moment I had way my way
The world I see is heaven, such a blessing of place
With everything connected, only constant in it change
We only see it for a minute, then it turns a different page
I don't know if thinking about it helps me out or leads to pain

Written by:
Hansel Mac

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