Bjorn Majestik - JOY

I was
Born in the 70s
Grew up in the 80s
Teen by the 90s
But them thousands drove me crazy
10s were never perfect
But they damn sure changed me
Now im looking at my 20s like when sway gonna persuade me
To come shine like a pun rhyme
With more vibes than a drumline
Mo sun than a sun shines
Im a sure shot like a punchline
No con ye call me chicago the way I sun times
Outliving peers who I miss dearly that's why its gun time
Shooting shots with melodies
The only God that edits me
Forever unstoppable and cant die cause I am energy
Trust my legacy's eternal as long as there is memory
I'll die today and tomorrow I know im be part of our synergy
A living symphony y'all better sing a hymn for me
Cause I been a slave for far too long within my misery
Watching my world burn visibly
I am lividly sickened g
To the point where life is no longer a gift to me
But i stay present
Like bingo hands in attendance
I wait for the call
As each tear falls
The voice of my inner child rises
Reminding me of promises
I failed to keep
Holding tight to the thin thread of life
Watching it fray from the pressure
Of trying to remember
When i told myself I love you
Before the self-hate began to fester
All I ever wanted was money peace and some happiness
Intrusive thoughts with abusive force
Made it disastrous
A master whos not mastering
But is a master, it's obvious
Talents been valid since birth
So why am I stopping it
The blessings the chances & the big show the dances
I know the things I want but Im scared to put my hand in
It's like Im meant to be a star
But all I do is stand in
Bitch Im Born Majestik of course I should be demanded
Is what i should be affirming but its really the opposite
Seeing how locked I get, I need to find a way of stopping this
I want joy in my life it's all that Im craving
I know Im a villain to some but to many Im sainted
So say shit or say less, but its finally time to say yes
To becoming my true self like fuck it there is no days left
I'm reaching for the stars cause this world is a toy
And im sick of playing with demons
So where the fuck is my

Written by:
Jason Hernandez

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