Jwp - I Can't Hide

I create all the thoughts I obsess over
Tied down to a ledge that I made closer
Stories got me dead in a ditch
But they're fake so it is what it is
It's so crazy how my mind messes with me sometimes
Struggling to put right from wrong but my left got me feeling strong
And I told that girl it's the way I feel
I'm too scared to repeat cos it makes you feel
So shameful
But I just can't hack this shit
And I told you now I don't wanna build
Into a place where the hate just makes me shield
I don't wanna hide no more
I just wanna feel like I'm free
I don't wanna live in the place where I'm raised but I'm put down so I don't feel safe
I don't wanna pay the price for the stupid shit that I said no more
I don't wanna walk to work in the freezing cold for a check no more
I don't wanna comprehend how I made you feel cos I know that it was poor
Put the cut to the throat that's one
And the shame that I feel is two
Can't believe what I said
Struggling to put two with two
Trapped myself in a game
I don't wanna trap you
I'm just through with my lies
And they're through with you
I can't believe what I said
Going back to that night
I was oh too gone
But that's not an excuse
Drunk words may be sober thoughts
But I feel so blue
I said that that's not me
But maybe it's true
I felt so disrespectful
The morning after was too regretful
The worst wake up call that I could have
To make you feel that you weren't special
Got such an unhealthy obsession
Cos my feelings were just an expression
Don't wanna live in a stupid repression
But my mind's making stupid questions
Put the cut to the throat that's one
And the shame that I feel is two
Can't believe what I said
Struggling to put two with two
Trapped myself in a game
I don't wanna trap you
I'm just through with my lies
And they're through with you
Put the cut to the throat that's one
And the shame that I feel is two
I Can't believe what I said
Struggling to put two with two
Trapped myself in a game
I don't wanna trap you
I'm just through with my lies
And they're through with you
I can't hide
from my lies
From my lies
They're too
I can't cry
I must die
Inside my
In my mind
I cannot
I cannot
I can't hide
From my
From my lies
Put the cut to the throat that's one
And the shame that I feel is two
Can't believe what I said
Struggling to put two with two
Trapped myself in a game
I don't wanna trap you
I'm just through with my lies
And they're through with you
Put the cut to the throat that's one
And the shame that I feel is two
I Can't believe what I said
Struggling to put two with two
Trapped myself in a game
I don't wanna trap you
I'm just through with my lies
And they're through with you

Written by:
Jude Peters

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