Brielle Ansems - Something I'm Used To

Always breathing shallow
From expectations of someone I don't know
No one notices
My hunger
Or my fear of
Going under
I could have been somebody new
But something's been nagging me every sunrise
When I put my feet to the floor
I could have been so much more for you
But what is more to you
And is it something I want
Or just something I'm used to
Crystal clear incisions
Drawing circles
Around the parts I never liked
Remove my childlike anxiety
Pull my body
Closer inside of me
I could have been somebody new
But something's been nagging me every sunrise
When I put my feet to the floor
I could have been so much more for you
But what is more to you
And is it something I want
Or just something I'm used to
Since your belief has called to question
All of the things we ever said
Oh, my feet are unprepared to answer
What my head was always telling me I knew
I could have been somebody new
If I had wanted to
I could have walked the step of somebody else
When I put my feet to the floor
But it was never really for you
I wasn't for you
And I'll keep keeping that in mind
'Til it's something I'm used to

Written by:
Brielle Ansems

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