Tom Gekas - Jacob's Ladder (Bonus Track)

Syringe to the head, knife to the guts
What of these two seem more real?
I have gone through hell
But now I'm here again
And I feel like I haven't survived
But sometimes I remember
What has happened to me
I don't want to know
I'm not ready yet!
I'm going down the ladder now
Into my mind into my hell
I don't know whats real or not
Can't believe the things I see
It's time for me
To face my gulit and my shame
Am I shellshocked or not?
I'm seeing demons everywhere
And they follow every step I make
They even fuck my girl and impale her afterwards
I'm a mentaly instable wreck
Why are all the people here telling me I'm dead?
I'm very much alive because I am able to feel pain
Everything I see is messing with my head
I'm so fucking confused and I just want to get out
I just miss my kid, my wife and my pre-war life
Nothing seems like it used to be
My every day life has turned into hell
And I feel like I burn rightous
I'm going down the ladder now
Into my mind into my hell
I don't know whats real or not
Can't believe the things I see
It's time for me to face my gulit and my shame
Thats my very own Jacob's Ladder
I'm going down the ladder now
Into my mind into my hell
I don't know whats real or not
Can't believe the things I see
It's time for me to face my gulit and my shame

Written by:
Tom Gekas

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