Saint Godfather - Schizophrenia

Almighty father
Hear my prayers I need you to respond
Your faithful servant
I'm talking to you I am against the wall
A spider is crawling on me
I feel its deadly sting
Why am I still alive?
Why do I see these things they aren't real?
In abnormality I'm normal again
I'm broken down
I'm beyond repair
There's not much medication in the world to put my mind in shape
My brain is fried
Yet I still can see
This motherfucking sickness takes a toll on me
For so long
Fucked it all
Built a wall
Can I ever feel sane again?
For one time
Nothing crawls
Like a snake upon my skin that enters my mouth and exits when I'm dead and gone
Almighty father
I still pray although I know you don't exist
I need a hand down here
To battle these feelings that I cannot resist
Annihilation around me
Rehabilitate to escape from what is me
I am a danger to me I know
I don't want to hurt anyone else around me
In abnormality I'm normal again
I'm broken down
I'm beyond repair
There's not much medication in the world to put my mind in shape
My brain is fried
Yet I still can see
This motherfucking sickness takes a toll on me
For so long
Fucked it all
Built a wall
Can I ever feel sane again?
For one time
Nothing crawls
Like a snake upon my skin that enters my mouth and exits when I'm dead and gone
I got these mood swings
They eat me alive
I got these feelings
They're killing at sight
I got depression
And I don't know why
Beg for salvation
Can you save my mind?
I got these mood swings
They eat me alive
I got these feelings
They're killing at sight
I got depression
And I don't know why
Beg for someone to save my mind
Forgive me father
I need you, I have sinned
I felt this anger
I got blood on my hands, but whose is this?
I don't remember
The agony and pain that I have caused
I can't remember
The last breath of the person I showed no remorse
In abnormality I'm normal again
I'm broken down
I'm beyond repair
There's not much medication in the world to put my mind in shape
My brain is fried
Yet I still can see
This motherfucking sickness takes a toll on me
For so long
Fucked it all
Built a wall
Can I ever feel sane again?
For one time
Nothing crawls
Like a snake upon my skin that enters my mouth and exits when I'm dead and gone

Written by:
Angelos Giannelos

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