Aleksy Garcia - One Day

One day I was told I was gonna be something great
Well these days it just feels like I took a while to wait
Well maybe I am just too late
Maybe having dreams but never getting them is just my fate
Or maybe I'm just doing something wrong
While I'm singing these songs
Or maybe she just doesn't like me enough to want me for long
And all that crap just got me feeling like I'll never be shit
And when I'm rapping on these songs I'm just digging these pits
For myself
Like "memos" I can't put that shit on a shelf
I told myself and understood my mental health
But now it's back
Uh
This depression's back right over me
I'm really fucking hoping I'll be proud with the older me
The colder me
The bolder me
I hope she'll get a hold of me
And tell me that she love me though I'm not the way I'm told to be
I wear a bucket hat
The pink or the rose
And when I'm walking through the halls they think the closet is closed
I try to move it
Cause I don't want to fucking lose it
I miss the days when I was young and I was clueless
I miss the days when I didn't know that they would do this
Cause they've always had it out for me
I wish someone would just be proud of me
But they're not
Cause I don't have any pride
Cause even if I do I still get pushed to the side
I'm not athletic or attractive
Not even strong
The only thing I got going
Pissing off my own mom
And I'm insecure
Cause past girls had me feeling unsure
I know she got some good intentions cause her heart is so pure
And I like her more than those shoes that I got from LeFleur
And if I took directions I would only take them from her
Yeah
I wish that could show my pain
But I'll just seem insane
I wish that I could be accepted its all I want to gain
But no I'm out the frame
It's not about the fame
I just want someone to listen when they are feeling lame

Written by:
A GARCIA, TYRONE THOMAS F NOONAN

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